My Heart Beats For You

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“Sanu breathe baby….look at me…” he said cupping her face but she was still panicking

“Sana look at me….please too” He says but she wasn’t reacting her sight was getting blurry “Sanu tujhe meri kasam look at me” he pleaded this time in a broken voice and this time she looked
“Si..sid…” she whispered looking into his eyes “mumma, and your parents they are lying here everything is covered with blood I can only see blood all around” she said sobbing
“baby nothing is here please come back to reality look into my eyes” he says but she kept looking down he made her look into his eyes by cupping her face and she looked “Sanu look t me nothing is here just look at me…” he says while sana kept staring at his eyes she knew that she is just hallucinating that scene again but she can’t help herself she can’t do anything she cried looking into his eyes which was showing pain, he is in pain because of her  “let’s….go..home” she said in a broken voice as she can’t stay here more or else she will go berserk.

“No…Sana you can’t always lock yourself in your room you need to face the reality” he said cupping her face making her cry more

“I tr..tried….” She said  “but…I can’t”

“but you have to now we will try together…..you just need to try” he said

“I can’t….” This is all she could manage to speak

“Sanu listen to me…ok you can’t do for yourself at least do it for your mumma for my parents….how they must have felt every time you panic like this, every time when you lock your self in your room abhibhi unki soul ko kitna hurt ho raha hoga….you are not only hurting yourself you are hurting them too baby….” He said cupping her face

While Sana was staring at him but didn’t spoke anything

“so you wanna hurt them? Ok let’s go home then and lock yourself in room” he said getting up and pulled her too but she didn’t stood up
“I….don’t…don’t wanna hurt them…I can’t hurt them” she said looking down and Sid again sat beside her

“Sanu you don’t wanna hurt or dissapoint them na” Sid while Sana nodded

“then listen to me very carefully….that day whatever happened it was a accident it is not because of any body’s fault and it couldn’t be avoided even if you all would have remained in home that day. Its all pre written birth and death is not in our hand, their journey was completed so they left but baby your journey is still there but teri mind abhi bhi us din mein hai you have to get out if that day you have to move on….even I lost my parents and I miss them too but it’s life Sanu you have to be strong to face and accept everything, stop locking yourself in room…please” he said with teary eyes while Sana too sobbed
She know that he is speaking correct but she is not doing all these deliberately she doesn’t want to hurt their loved ones she want them all to be happy and safe where ever they live but she just can’t take out that accident scene from her mind
Her mind was getting blurry and hazy “Sid….Sid….I want to come out…from it…I feel suffocated some time….all time in the room but I couldn’t gather courage to come out” she said

“so now you have to do it Sanu for your mother, my parents, your father and for me you have to face the reality” he said kissing her forehead “have this” he said forwarding her the bottle of water and this time she took it while he took her in his arms “baby Breathe and try to recall good memories, memories of your playing with your mother, eating kheer from my mumma’s hand and try recalling the time you used to roam all around the house on my father’s back how much they all loved you Sanu do you want to disappoint them” he said while Sana closed her eyes and remembered all her good moments with them a smile formed on her lips as she recalls how she used to get pampered by them all the time, she was very prankish child she used pull pranks on everybody she remembers how she has put powder in Sid’s dryer and after using it his face was worth watching she giggles recalling his funny face

Sid too smiled seeing her smiling he cups her face “Sweety now look at me” he said gently and Sana opens her eyes to find him staring her with love “now this is reality I, you and uncle we are there for each other don’t live in your past come out and live your present to the fullest, fly high and don’t worry about falling because if you do I and uncle are there to hold you” he said kissing her forehead and Sana melts in his arms she saw around and now she can see the clean road, her heart is now beating rapidly, her mind is not jammed she is shivering neither she is crying she is fine without taking medicines….and this is all because of the man who is cradling her in his arms she looks at him with love filled eyes and found him staring at her

“how are you feeling now?” he asked while she cupped his face and pecked his lips “I love you Sid, I love you so much, thanks for showing me the reality” she said getting into his arms making his heartbeat rapid, he hadn’t expected it he touched his lips and felt shiver all over his body as he felt her kissing his heart over his tee shirt….

Their trance was broken by a phone call
“Sana your phone is ringing where is it?” he asked her as she wasn’t reacting to the phone ringings..

“in my bag” she said without opening her eyes as she was feeling serene in his arms..
Sid shifted her little took out the phone from her bag’s pocket…

“Sanu it’s Sukh uncle…” He said and Sana immediately took phone and picked it up

“Good morning papa, how are you?” she asked trying to sound normal

“I am good beta what about you? And how is Sid?” he asked from other side
“he is with me papa….wait I will pit the phone on speaker” saying so she put her phone on speaker

“good morning uncle” Said Sid
“good morning beta…is everything fine?” he asked

Sid looked at Sana and wiped the tear that was stick to her face “yes uncle everything is good you don’t worry” he said assuring him about home and office both

Why would I worry if I have you….” He said making Sid smile

They talked for sometime before disconnecting the call

“you ok now??” Sid asked placing his palm of her cheek while Sana nodded in affirmation placing her palm above his

Then let’s go we are getting late for college said Sid getting up and gave his hand to her while Sana took placed her palm over his and stood up

Sid picked his bike and gave Sana the helmet “come and start the bike else we will get late” he said while Sana looked towards him widening her eyes “Sid I
…I don’t think so..that…I should…do..this...” She tried to say but Sid interrupted her in between

“Oh God Sanu tujhe abhi  itni badi speech di Still you are saying you….shouldn’t…do..this..” he said mimicking her earning a glare from her
“come on main hu na…so don’t worry and hop on the bike” he said patting her back and Sana said on the bike while Sid sat behind it and started the bike and this time he didn’t left the clutch and she was riding with full attention….

“Sanu we are not here to give driving test” Sid said making Sana frown “huuh” she asked
“I mean why are you driving like this jaise kal chal rahi thi vaise chala na….enjoy krke” He said making Sana smile as how well he understands her
She took a deep breath and felt cool wind on her face making her lips broke into a blissful smile.

Soon they reached college and got down of the bike

"Thank God you are smiling now else know were looking like a rondu billi few minutes before" Sid said hitting her head slightly" Sid said

"Ahann Sid don't do this I am not a rondu billi" she said making irritated face

"yes you are right you are not a rondu billi you are a moti gadhi" he said giggling

"Sid.....I am saying you last time stop calling me by this name or else..." She said showing him her finger

"or else what will you do?....cry again" he said making her irritated

She pulled his hairs making him yelp in pain "Ouch Sana leave every one is watching leave it" he said

"first say sorry" she says with a smirk and her immediately said sorry making her smile proudly and left his hair

"next time think 100 times before irritating me" she said with a smirk

Sid looked at her "Sanu tu ruk" he said and Sana started running while Sid ran behind her.

everyone was staring them girls were shooting dragger at Sana as they wanted Sid attention while boys were too staring  Sid with envy but some one was burning while seeing them together like this but they oblivion of the surrounding were enjoying themselves

So here is the next update

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