My Heart Beats For You

Differences

Sid’s pov
I was sitting beside my Sanu caressing her hairs while she was sleeping peacefully, today was a very hectic day and it made me realized many things, out of which the most important is that I can’t live a second without my Sanu…I was not able to breathe when I heard about her accident and thank God my Sanu is fine now but bandage on her forehead and syringes on her hands pierces my heart as I can feel her pain, she hates visiting hospital last time she visited hospital was the time when we lost our family in accident and after that she used to come to hospital to attend some psychological session as that accident had taken toll on her mind.
I kissed her palm softly to soothe her pain, and then I kissed her eyes, I will take good care of her once we will to back home, I also need to make it up to her from my insolence
I saw her eyes fluttering and she opened her eyes, I smiled at her “how are you feeling baby?”  I asked but she looked at other side maybe my baby is angry at me and she should be but I will make it up for her “Are you angry?” was my next question but her answer made me frown
“you don’t have to act now?” she said what does she mean by that..

End of pov
What are you saying Sanu?” he asked again while she smiled weakly

“how innocent he looks but now I know the truth so his innocence, his love and his concern everything looks fake to me”
“Sid I know the truth so please you don’t have to show your fake concern” She said

“SanU, why are you saying like this? I am not faking anything you know na how much I care for you tere accident ki news sun ke jann nikal gayi thi meri baby…I know you must be angry as I behaved so badly with you in the morning but Sweetu it was all out of anger I didn’t mean a thing out of it… please forgive me and if you want punish me but please don’t stay upset with me” he says holding her palm and lone tear escape his eyes
but Sana removed her hand from his hold “please Sid go from here” she said crying as she is falling in him she wanted to trust him again, she wanted to believe that he is telling the truth that he loves her and cares for her genuinely but now she has to be strong

“Sweetu please don’t say this…I can’t stay away from you…tu gussa hai na mere se…then punish me but let me stay with you…I find my peace in you baby”

“Sid please stop just stop lying please” she yelled in a crying voice making him shock as she looked broken he can guess that some other thing is bothering her, may be she has some misconception but he will clear it all now nothing can come between them
“Sanu please don’t cry… tell me what is bothering you? Has someone said you something”

“Sid please stop this I know now that you don’t love me.. please go” she said making his eyes widen
“sweetu why are saying this…It’s not true”

“Sid please stop lying I have heard your conversation today with Rohit… I know you loved me only as a friend and that ring was also not for me…I know everything and sorry for forcing myself on you now please go… just go” she burst in tears and Sid was in state of shock
“Sanu please listen to me once before getting into any conclusion…please baby I can explain you must have heard half conversation…please….”

“no I don’t want to hear anything…please go…just go” she yelled which gained doctor’s attention they immediately get inside the the room

“what happen why are shouting? Is there something wrong?” doctor asked
"Yes, can you please send him out please” Sana said turning her face away while Sid was looking at with begging eyes
“Sanu… please listen to me once” he said holding her hand

“doctor” Sana said again
“please, you go out don’t give stress to patient”
“please just give me a minute” he said but doctor send him out

“now I understand the reason of her behavior she heard my conversation but now the truth is changed I have feelings for now but I know she is not gonna believe me…she must be feeling betrayed…. God ..what will do now? How will I convince her? What if she will break all her ties with me? no no this can’t happen…she means everything to me and I can’t loose her at any cost but first I need to talk to her I need to make her understand my point of view…I will talk to her once we will reach home…I will sort out everything” he kept gazing her from the window glass but she didn’t looked towards him

Sana on the other hand was crying too she hates behaving rudely with Sid, only she knew how it was difficult for her to tell him go she has seen him crying but she is too hurt to understand or listen to him now..she doesn’t want to see his face he has given her fake hopes now she will not into his sweet talks, she remembers the time when she pecked on his lips and now she is feeling embarrassed for doing the same she is feeling heaviness in her heart, she is feeling like someone has stabbed her heart many times, she had so much dreams about their future together now everything looks hoax and shattered she cried remembering their moments the moments which she thought she will cherish for life is suffocating her now.

“no Sanu… don’t cry you have to be strong now…you have tp start thinking about yourself just focus on your life and goals  you don’t need anyone to love you, you have your father and that’s enough” thinking all this she went into a slumber on the other hand Sid was still standing outside her room staring her from window glass he wanted to move inside but doctor refused him from entering inside.

“all I wanted is your happiness Sanu, I wanted to give the world to you but I end up breaking your heart…I am sorry Sweety I am sorry…. I know how you must be feeling right now but please give me a one chance to explain….”

Next morning
Sukh ji came hospital and he saw Sid sleeping in the hospital bench in a sitting position

“Sid….” He said shaking him a little making him startle he opened his eyes and stretched his arms and tilted his head in all direction as sleeping this position has given him a body ache
“uncle you came”
“yes why are sitting outside?”

Ummm… doctor had asked” he half lied while Sukh ji nodded
Sukh ji went inside but Sid stood outside as he fears her reaction he looks her through glass window and for a moment Sana too looked towards him and he immediately held his ears and mouthed sorry but Sana looked in other direction
Doctors checked Sana and she was fine now so they discharged her, Sam too arrived there

Sid went towards Sana to help her in getting up but before he could touch her Sana said
"Sam, will you help me in getting?”

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