My Heart Beats For You

Heart and mind

“SID” she called out and Sid immediately turned towards him
“yes sweety” he said lovingly coming towards her

“please take this” she said removing the ring and placed in on the side table making Sid’s heart churn
“Sanu…its yours”
“no it is not…please take it back” saying so she lied on the bed and turned on other side

“I won’t take it, it is for you” he replied but Sana didn’t paid heed. Sid sighed and got to leave
As soon as Sana heard the clicking sound of door closing she let the tears fall from her eyes which she was controlling for long she turned back and saw that ring is still placed in the table she picked that ring and kissed it, only she knew how she gathered courage to took this ring out. This was not just a ring it was promise and hope for her that she belong to Sid and he belongs to her, she hasn’t removed the ring for a second before but now she knew that this ring doesn’t belong to her so she can’t keep it now
“ why did all this happen? I hate talking to Sid like this…I hate when I see tear in his eyes and I feel worst knowing that I am the reason for it….but I am in pain too if I will stay close to him then I will feel more pain I need some solitude to clear my mind I need to forget him and move on.”

On the other hand
As soon as Sid reached his home he punched the wall in anger and kept punching it, his knuckles started bleeding but still he didn’t stop he wanted to punish himself for hurting Sana, he want to hurt himself physically so that it will distract his mind from emotional pain he is feeling right now. Getting exhausted he sat on the floor
“I have messed up everything, her anger is justified but I will keep coaxing her no matter how much she tries to shook me away I am gonna stay right beside her.”

Sana didn’t came out the room neither did Sid disturbed he wanted to give her some space and time.

At evening Sukh ji returned from office and he brought Sana down to have dinner, Sana was sitting beside Sukh ji who was feeding her lovingly while Sid was sitting in front of them, he was constant staring at Sana but she didn’t looked up at once.

“Sanu I hope you are fine now your competition date is near so now you have to do double practice” Sid said to gain her attention while Sukh ji looked at him in confusion

“competition?”
“yes uncle Sana has taken part in singing competition”

“Singing competition? But what is the need to waste time is such completion your exams are near too…you should focus on that” Sukh ji said to Sana who just kept looking down as she knew his  father doesn’t like all this

“let it be na uncle….we should do some extra activity too and Sana is already well prepared for her exams so let her take part in this… she is an excellent singer I think she can be great singer”

“Singing as a hobby is fine but not as profession, my daughter will look after my business….right beta” sukh ji said while Sana just gave him a tight smile

“well Sid I have a great news for you too… I forget to tell you before you are selected”

Sid smiled listening “really? Wow that’s a great news uncle…thank you so much for you sharing this…but uncle in which company I got selected?”

“well that now you have to decide” he said making Sid frown “all the companies wants to hire you so you will get call from every company including ours so it’s upto you I am not gonna force you with anything”

“uncle if this is the case then I will join your company because you are my ideal and what’s can be better then getting a chance to work with the person you admire”

“I am so happy with your this decision Sid… so pack your bags now you have to go for the training in two days” Sukh ji said while Sid smile faded he knew that he will have to go out of the town for training but now leaving Sana  seems to be tough for him, he don’t want to leave her alone especially at this point of time but still he nodded