My Heart Beats For You

Yes or no?

I heard thundering sound and I immediately opened my window the weather was getting rough the clouds could pour anytime which made me more worried, unknowingly my eyes started getting teary and I decided to wake dad but as soon as I got out of my room I saw him ascending the stairs and I felt like I got my breaths back I ran towards him and hugged him tightly.

" where were you? And why was your
phone switched off? I was soo worried for you... how much do I have to tell you that don't over exhaust yourself" I said breaking the hug.

"Ummm....I was at work and then my bike tyre got punctured" he said looking down

"you could have called driver uncle the weather was getting rough... I was so worried" Sana said as lone tear escape from her eyes

"I am sorry I didn't wanted to disturb them at night but I am fine and see I am back too so please stop crying" he said wiping her tears

"ok leave all this you go and freshen up I will heat the food for us" she said

"haven't you ate your dinner?" he asked
"noo....actually I was waiting for you....now no more question just go and freshen up" she said pushing Sid towards the room and went down to heat the food

Sid pov
I intentionally came late as I didn't want to face her but I didn't lied to her, tyre of my bike had actually punctured....I came late and I thought she must be sleeping but she was awake and waiting for me but she is behaving normally doesn't she remember anything from the last night? But if this was the case then she was supposed to be still angry at me I don't know what's going in her mind, I was thinking about all these when I heard her voice

I turned her saw her standing with the tray of food "You still haven't change your clothes" she asked

"just doing" saying so he went to bathroom to freshen I splashed water on my face to my calm my heartbeats which were beating at abnormal high speed and came out and saw her serving the food.
I sat beside her

End of pov

Sana's pov
I was so relieved to see Sid back back he was looking a little stress today so I didn't asked him much questions and asked him to change but when I came to his room he was still standing thinking something

"What is he thinking so much?"  I thought

"is he thinking about the ideas to propose me?" I thought and my cheeks started heating up

Shooing my thoughts away I went inside and asked him to change till then I served food. He came back and sat beside me

"see I have prepared your favorite dinner" I said serving us the food

"but why is there something special today?" he asked and I blushed at little "offcourse it's special as I got to know about your feelings"

"ummm yes...." I said placing her hair strands behind her ear "God I am feeling so shy, I never felt shy in front of him before"

"what?" he asked

"Ummmm....I.. "oh What should I tell him".I will tell you later first let's have dinner" I said giving him the plate as I didn't know what to say

He took the plate but  wasn't eating he was just playing with the spoon making me frown

"what happen Sid? What are you thinking?" I  asked

"about last night" he said absentmindedly and my breath hitched "Oh god it means he is too thinking about proposing me" I shuddered with this thought

"Really what are you thinking about it?" I asked placing my hand over him.

End of pov

Sid's pov

Sana placed her hands on me bringing me back to reality.
"huh?" I asked her

"you...you said you were thinking about last night...." She said biting her lips and my focus again lingered there for sometime when I noticed a small cut near her inner lips which I concluded was because of me I saw her cheeks turning red and I immediately diverted my gaze from there

"control you self Sid" I told myself and looked towards her "Do you....do you remember what happened last night?" I asked closing my eyes and then I opened them to see her blushing and she nodded her head in yes which accelerated my heartbeats

"Oh she remember everything...what she must be thinking? What she is behaving normally and moreover she is blushing what's going on her mind" I Was so confused with her behaviour, will she tell uncle?.....no she can't

"Shehnaaz I...I.." I was about to apologize to her when something fell from the bed I looked down oh it's the ring that Abhi gave me in the office as he wanted to surprise his wife on her birthday and he gave it to keep it for two days as he didn't wanted her wife to see it before her birthday I bend down to pick the box but I think it went inside the bed so I sat on my knees to search for it and upon searching it I forwarded it towards Sana to hold it when she abruptly gets up covering her mouth with her hands and I looked towards her in amazement but my expression soon changes into shocked as I noticed our position I was on my knees and box was open and it was looking like I was going to proper her.

I immediately got up to clear the things "Shehnaaz I.." but she hugged me immediately "I love you Sidharth I love you so much" she said and I froze in my place I couldn't believe my ears right now...did she just said that she loves me....oh God but how? When? And why? I was thinking about all this when she spoke

"I really don't remember the exact time I fell for you all I know is that I love you since long time but I never had enough courage to confess to you because I always feared of your rejection as I didn't wanna loose you as my friend because sirf tu hi toh tha mera friend and moreover we started growing little apart by time so I lost all my hope and I packed all my feelings in some discrete corner of my heart" she then breaks the hug and looked at me she slowly cups my face and I was looking at her shockingly blinking my eyes as I couldn't believe whatever she was saying " but yesterday when you kissed me I got little a hope, the feelings which were hidden in my heart started knocking the doors which I had locked from long so I decided to talk to you once like I will try to know what you feel and..." she left my cheeks and made a guilty face my heart was thumbing loudly whatever is said was enough to shook my soul and I don't know for what she was asking sorry for? So I waited for you to continue

"I know eavesdropping is unethical but I heard your and Rohit conversation where he was asking you that if you love me and ... and you said yes....Oh God Sid you don't know what I felt after listening to that statement"  she turned towards me and again hugged me "I love you too Sid my heart used to beat for you, it is beating for you and will continue to beat for you" She said placing her head on my chest while I was standing there like a statue I didn't know how to react my whole nervous system was blocked listening to her I never knew that Sanu loves me she broke the hug and looked towards me "why aren't you saying anything" she asked holding my palm but I was clueless my mind was jammed and my mouth was sealed.

"Sid say something na your silence is scaring me" she said and I noticed change in her expression from happy to scared.

"you love me right?" she asked now her  eyes were getting teary she left my palms she was looking with hopeful eyes waiting for my answer but I didn't know what to say...how can I say her that I love her but not in the same way and about the kiss I too don't know why I did that I was drunk and I lost my senses...I don't know how will she react when I will tell her....

"Shehnaaz I...I...." words fail to come of my mouth and I saw her taking deep breathes her eyes were full of fear...fear of rejection.

" Please say Sid whatever you wanna say I won't mind even if you will say that...that...even if you refuse.." she completed her sentence but her words were opposite her actions her eyes were pleading me so I looked down this is so awkward I never thought I have to face something like this ever, I never Sana will say something like this to me I looked down not what to say.

"It's ok.....I....I am sorry I just thought that....that you......I am sorry" Sana said as tear made way down to her eyes but she immediately wiped them and was about to go from my room but......

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