(Warning: Mention of suicide.)
George's POV
I hid the knife from Dream. I know that probably won't stop him from hurting himself, but at least he won't cut himself.
Slowly, he recovered. There must have been at least thirty cuts on him. I'm just happy they were all shallow.By day five, he was almost as good as new. I monitored him the entire way.
"Could I please be left alone?" Dream asked.
"Never. I gotta make sure you're safe." I told him. He sighed."George, you really don't have to worry." He said.
"How are the thousands of cuts treating you?" I asked and he sighed.
"You already took the knife away." Dream said.
"I'm not worried about you harming yourself, I'm worried that you'll..." I trailed off. I didn't want to think about death. Not after... not after this."I'm fine." Dream said and I scoffed.
"Then show me that you're fine. You wouldn't have to say it if I believed it." I said. He looked me up and down as if he were sizing me up."It was a mistake." He said.
"Then why didn't you go to the hospital?" I asked.
"Because, I'm fine." Dream said. I rolled my eyes and collapsed on the bed. Dream sat down next to me."Look, I get it. You love me. I'm fine." Dream said. I closed my eyes tight.
"My friend was fine too." I said.
"Who? Bad?" Dream asked.
"No, different friend. You'll never get to meet him." I said and felt a lump in my throat."Why wouldn't I get to meet him?" Dream asked.
"He killed himself a few months ago." I said bluntly and my lip started quivering.
"Jesus. Sorry I asked." Dream said.
"Please don't let me lose you too." I begged. Dream sighed."I'm sorry. I didn't know. I really am fine." Dream said. I sighed.
"You don't get to check out of life when you want. It's just.... selfish." I said and started crying finally. Dream picked me up and pulled me to his chest, hissing in pain.I cried against him, he smelt like cinnamon. I rubbed the cuts through his shirt.
"I'm sorry. I know this hurts you." I said.
"It's okay. As long as you're okay." He said. I snuggled into his chest again.The next day, Dream had a class. I didn't have a class, but decided he's okay to go to his class alone.
"Come right back. No stops." I told him before he left.
"I will. Don't worry." Dream said and I hugged him before he left.After the dorm room door closed, I assessed my new situation. I've been touch starved for a bit now. Dream hasn't been up to handling it. I looked down at my growing member and sighed.
I slipped my pants off and threw my shirt over my head. I stuck a hand in my boxers and started pumping.
I sat on the edge of my bed and went faster, sucking on my fingers in the process.When I felt close, I stopped and kicked my boxers off. Then I put a finger at my entrance and pushed it inside of me. I moaned, imagining that it was Dream's hand instead of my own. I moaned out.
"Uh~Dream~" I moaned then looked at the doorway to see the doorknob moving.I needed to think fast. Sleep! I was sleeping. I pulled the covers over myself and laid down in my bed just before the door swung open and Dream stepped in.
"They canceled class, I didn't get the email." Dream said and I nodded. He then studied my expression and slowly locked the door."What we're you doing before I got here?" He asked.
"Just... trying to sleep." I lied. He slowly walked over to me.
"Kinda red for sleeping." Dream accused.
"It was... a hot dream." I lied again.
"I thought you said you were trying to sleep, there's no way you fell asleep in the ten minutes it took me to walk here." Dream said, smirking."I wasn't doing anything." I lied once more. Dream pulled the blanket off me finally and looked me up and down.
"You were fucking yourself? Without me?" He asked. My eyes went wide, I didn't even know what to respond to him."I.. uh~" I moaned as he started stroking me.
"God, you're hard." Dream said and I leaned back, he smiled and kept going.
"Yes~" I moaned before he stopped and took his own pants off."Prep?" He asked. My fantasies I was having a moment ago are now a reality.
"Yes, please." I begged. He seductively sucked his fingers then lined them up with my hole. He pushed one in and started moving it in a circular motion.
He brought his face to mine and teased my lips. He would go in for a kiss then smile and pull away, leaving me even more desperate for him.He added another finger and started scissoring them inside me, stretching me out for him. I tugged at his shirt and he stopped everything and looked at me.
"Are you sure? The cuts." He said and looked away. I cupped his face in my hands.
"Let me kiss them better." I said and he smiled then pulled his shirt off.I looked at them all and went directly to the biggest cut on his chest. I laid a kiss on it, then went to another one. He started moving his fingers inside me again.
"I'm ready~" I moaned against his chest, still kissing him.
He pulled back and lined up with me.
"Lube?" I asked and passed it to him. He rubbed himself down and handed it back. I put it away and put my hands on his shoulders.He slowly put it inside me. I felt full with only half of it. He pulled back out and thrusted in again, controlling the pace. He rolled his hips into me, sending it all in.
"Uh~how, big are you~?" I asked.
"Nine inches." Dream responded. I blushed again.
"Wow~" I moaned and he laughed.I felt myself building up.
"Dream~I'm gonna~fuck~" I moaned. Dream slowly stroked me as I came on my chest. Dream continued until he came inside me. I panted for a bit, he laid next to me."Haven't done that in a while. I love you." He said.
"I love you too. All nine inches." I joked. He laughed.
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Dreamnotfound fanfic(smutty)
FanfictionUniversity AU. Soft. Angst. Smut. Breezy. Beautiful. Cover squirrel. Dream and George have said that they are okay with this type of fan fiction. If that ever changes, I will delete this book immediately.