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( I choose to make this chapter all about thoughts so tell me what do you think)

JM POV :

We were back to Korea after we were done with our concert and now i am working on a new song that i am writting for amar and that will be my way to announce our love to the world, i know it may be a fast step but i can't wait anymore, i wanna take her to dates without us being all secretive, i wanna kiss her in the day light, i wanna hug her whenever i want, i want every man in this world to know that this beauty is already mine and no one can touch her but untill then i will let my love for her only grow but that doesn't mean that our lives is empty from hard ships.

My POV:

this month went by so fast, it was a bit boring tbh just me going to my company and bts going to their work like we barely meet we just meet at dinner and sometimes at breakfast nothing more but these days i was also feeling all protective towards them i don't know why maybe because there were lots of eyes and gossips about their last concert and album as they released new album called Angels , saying that they weren't really in shape and as if 'bts boys were getting older and worse' like these people who talk nonsense when they are reaching their limits to be nearly perfect in their concerts and you some kind of people who know nothing about the backstage talk and write things like that, indeed the armies didn't stay silent they defended their beloved boys but still it kinda affected them a little as they became less cheerful, less happy and i was worried about that but i tried my best.

RM POV:

These days the sadness was our guest there were grumpy faces and fake smile, all the house and that can be due to lots of things as that jungkook already left to military service or due to some rumors that are getting attention as that ' bts turned out to be gay' , how are people assuming things like that and 'bts boys getting older' beside that whenever one of the boys open a live there is lots of hate comments,  we are used to this and can deal with it but when it comes in the worst times these words becomes more hurtfull, i can see that the members are staying strong just to support each other but i know we are all sad from inside and amar with us confused what she should do it's the first time she sees us like that and i actually feel bad for her, she have to work and help us, support us and try to cheer us all of this along with dealing with her own problems, she kinda became our therapist.

Suga POV :

I can feel depression coming towards me but i can't do anything to prevent it, i just try to keep myself busy with work so that i don't have time to think about it or even give myself a chance to be sad, when we all gather up in the living room we just either stay silent or say supportive words like each one of us is trying to heal the others while he himself is broken, i can feel that in their voices.

Jin POV:

Each day is the same as the last one, we are becoming more and more distant from each other, we all need some time alone away from all these problems, it's like we are all in a ship that is being damaged by all people around us injuring us in the process and we are trying not to sink with the ship, it's nearly impossible but i have faith in myself and in others that we will make it through this strong hardship together.

Amar POV :

The situation was getting harder and harder, the boys are under a lot of stress and the hate around them making it impossible not to be affected and their anger began to get out on each other and me being in between  helpless, i feel like i am losing myself too but i should stay strong untill they become better then i can collapse, i would go to each one in his room after they came from work just to speak and let them speak their emotions, how were they dealing with such things before i came to them? and today it's j-hope turn.

*knock Knock *
( no answer)

Me: hobiii can i come in? *opening slowly*
JH : yes amar what do you want?
Me: i was here to give you this * handing papers *
JH: what are these papers?
Me: your fans they are flooding us with letters for you cause it's been a month since you were live
JH: i am not in the mood * facing the window*
Me : ok let me read one for you *choosing randomly*

The letter

Dear my sunshine, it's your loyal fan, i missed you a lot, i missed your smile that can bring  happiness to my world, i missed your dancing style that you have been amazing me with it each time and i missed my j-hope who can give me hope and power whenever i needed, can you please come back to us? .

Me: see your fans miss you, aren't you missing them as well?
JH: i do but i don't have the strength to face them
Me: you are their idol for years, you can't face them? , they are your second family........ I have an idea!
JH: why are you draging me outside?
Me: we will make something that will cheer you and your fans!
JH: and what's is this?
Me: we will make sunshine shaped cookies, which your favourite flavour?
JH: snicker doodles 
Me: then let's start and you can open a live if you want
JH: maybe later
Me: why? , do you need my help?
JH: i don't look good
Me:* mouth open * says who, do you dare me that all the comments are going to be about how handsome you are and if you lose, you will have to treat me to the most expensive restaurant in korea, deal?
JH: deal and same for you * opening live *

The live

JH: hello everybody it's j-hope with you
Me: don't mind me guys i will be joining today's live
JH: so today we are making some cookies wanna join us?
( and within seconds there were already 1 M viewer)
JH: so first me and amar are preparing the dough our flavour is cinnamon, tell me who likes it too?
Comments
" yes me"
"me too"
"i prefer chocolate"
"cinnamon is the best"
" yes"
"yes"

*minutes later*

JH: and now that the cookies are in the oven let's read some comments
Me: ohh there someone saying that ur beauty broke her phone, ohh and another saying that there is beauty on your face......... Armies let me be honest with you, me and hobi had a dare that-

JH: amar no this is cheating
Me: let me complete they wanna know see! * pointing at the screen* so as i was saying i dared him that all the comments would be about his handsome face so please help me win this dare................ Woah woah oh my god they are all on my side no one wants you to win i guess you already lost that dare
JH: you cheated!
Me: just read the comments, army he was telling me that he doesn't look good
( there were floods of comments over j-hope's face, body and hair but suddenly these comments stopped and were replaced by another)

" guys i think you should check the oven"
" the cookies are burning!! "
" the OVEN!!! "
" CHECK THE OVEN!!!! "
"OMG THERE IS SMOKE !!! "
" GUYS THE COOKIES !! "
"THE COOKIES ARE DEAD !! "

Me: omg! omg! we forgot the Cookies! ( opening the oven quickly with hobi...... BOOM! )
JH: i guess there is no cookies today
( both turned to face the phone with their faces all black)
Me: WHAT'S THAT? THERE IS BLACK ON MY FACE!!
JH:* burst out laughing* you are like a coal amar, l l l can't *laughing*
Me: i guess you should look at your face there is little something on the cheek * smirking*
JH: HOLY MOLY!! i look like a bat
Me:* laughing uncontrollably* wait *wiping some lines with her fingers horizontaly* now you look like a zebra
JH: how do dare do this?, ohh the armies are all laughing at our faces!
Me: i think this would be a new meme right?
JH: totally! , guys will you excuse us to clean this mess? see you next time! *turning off his phone *
Me: welcome back my sunshine *hugging him* see this live was totally worth it *whispering in his ear*
JH: Thank you amar this really changed my mood so much *breaking the hug*
Me: now we should clean, there is black all over the kitchen, what did we do?
JH: i guess we baked the kitchen
Me: don't forget i won the dare * evil smile*
JH: yeah yeah

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Dylan POV

that girl is harder than i imagined, i can't lay my hands on her and this is getting to my nerves, sorry amar but you made me choose this way

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