Spitfire

32. This Can't Be Real

Chris

You know that saying that if it seems too good to be true, it's because it probably is. That's how this past month has been between my Spitfire and me way too good to be true, like it's a damn wonderful dream. Ever since I told her the truth about how she was found after Dominic beat her to near death, we have been inseparable. That is until four days ago, we have been so busy with college, football and her photography project, that we have barely seen each other. I miss her, I never realized how deeply I have fallen in love with her. I believe she truly is the one for me... the end game. God I am really a cheesy and sappy shit for the way I think, but oh well it is true. I startle when there is a loud bang on the frame of my door.

"Quit daydreaming man, there is a game in a couple of hours." Lucas says as he walks into my room and sits on my bed. "I may not be able to play Chris, but the team is going to need you in the right state of mind."

I run my hands through my hair, I know he is right. As much as I love her, I cannot have her consume my every thought. "I'll be good for the game I promise." He pats me on the shoulder and smiles. "It's crazy being in love," he says with a sparkle in his eye that I have never seen before Jaxon came into his life. "Yeah, it is." I smile as I shove his shoulder and he laugh.

"Am I interrupting something here?" Jaxon smirks with his cocky signature grin. "No, you cocky son of a bitch." Lucas smiles as he gets up to go to Jaxon. "If you say so asshole." Jaxon pulls Lucas to him and starts making out with Lucas in my fucking room!

"Get the fuck out you horny bastards!"

Jaxon pulls away laughing, "You have room to talk dipshit." I wave a hand dismissively at them, "yeah just take that shit elsewhere." I smile at my best friend who just can't take his eyes off of Jaxon and the way Jax looks at Lucas is with the same adoration and love. I am glad they have each other. My phone rings and my smile get wider as I grab my phone.

"Get the fuck out!" I laughed as I didn't realize I answered the phone. "Well, hello to you too, dear." Crap! The look on my face makes both Jax and Lucas laugh, and I flip them off. "Sorry Spitfire, I was just trying to get rid of some pests." They both mock being offended before they start laughing again. "Come on Lucas I need my good luck fuck before the game." I hear Lucas growl at Jax, "I thought we talked about this Jax." they start bantering back and forth as they leave my room.

"Let me guess, Lucas and Jax."

"Yeah, but enough about them, are you going to be able to make it to the game?" I hear her sigh and that's when the smile gets wiped off my face. "I will try to make it. I am finishing up this project and then I will be all yours."

"I like the sound of that."

"Me too Chris. I will try to make it on time, if not I'll be just waiting for you in your bed." The way she purrs that sentence makes my cock harden. "Damn Spitfire I cannot have a hard dick before the game." The sound of her laugh is not helping because that even turns me on. Yeah, I am definitely a goner when it comes to her. "Well, I will take care of that for you later, jackass." Now I can't help but laugh. "Don't you think I deserve a different name by now." I hear her hum and it's quiet for a moment. "You have plenty of names my dear Chris, but jackass is one of my favorites. Aw shit! I got to go before the film gets overexposed. I love you Chris and I will see you soon...kick ass baby."

"I love you too Spitfire, see you soon."

As the call ends, I start getting ready for the game. The game did not go as well as we had hoped, it is just not the same since Lucas is still not able to play. If I am being honest, it is like he really doesn't want to play, which I do not blame him for.

"I need a drink! That was just shit!" Ben yells and a few of the guys agree, but I just shake my head. "Have at it my girl is most likely waiting for me." I smile at the thought of seeing Stacy and just having her in my arms again. Ben slaps me on the shoulder, "Party at the house!" he yells, and I shake my head furiously I just want to throttle this man-child. I turn to look at him with a glare. "No, no party at the house. I just want to spend time with my girl not deal with a bunch of drunken idiots and that includes you." I shove him away from me as I get more frustrated. "Come on Chris it's not like we haven't heard worse from Lucas and Jax, those damn freaks." He chuckles as I crack a smile. Ben can be annoying at times but is a good guy overall, even if he is a man-whore. He throws his arm over my shoulder, "besides with a party you two can be as loud as you want, and no one will hear, care or be sober enough to notice." I push him off of me as I walk to the locker-room to shower and change. I grab my phone to see a text from Stace, sorry I missed the game. I'll be lying down in your room, I'm exhausted. If I fall asleep wake me up babe, okay. I put my phone down and rush to get cleaned up but change my mind. A nice steamy shower with Spitfire would do both of us wonders. As I quickly get changed the guys come in excited about the party which I just groan about. I wish they did not find an excuse to have a party for everything. As I exit the building of course I see Jax and Lucas making out yet again before they even make it into the locker-room.

"Get a fucking room!" I yell and they look at them as they both flip me off. I laugh as I head off to the football house, tapping my fingers on the wheel hoping to get there sooner. What seems like hours but in reality, is only twenty minutes I finally reach the house and get out of my car. I sling my bag over my shoulder and make my way inside. My feet want to run up the stairs, but I take my time. Once I get to my room I smile as I know my goddess will be on the other side of that door. But once I open the door my smile drops, and I cannot believe what is before my eyes.

This can't be real...can it. Oh, please God let this not be real.

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Stacy- "Seriously Lexi this is how you are going to leave the end of this chapter! I should have known."

Stacy- "Lexi...Lexi why are you ignoring me?"

Lexi- I turn my head as I feel a tap on my shoulder. "Yes Stacy, what's wrong?"

Stacy- "I have been calling you and you are ignoring me."

Lexi-" Well when you have a double ear infection it is hard to hear well. So, what did you say?"

Stacy- "Why did you end it that way?"

Lexi- "You know damn well why. It's part of the story and you know what is about to come next."

Stacy- huffs in annoyance as Lexi rolls her eyes. " This is not how this should be, I don't like this part of the story."

Lexi- "Well sorry it is going to happen, and you know it."

Stacy- "Ugh fine."

Lexi- "Why worried you know how it ends, or maybe you don't."

Stacy- " Don't you dare change how it ends. That...that is just mean."

Jax- " Stace haven't you learned by now not to piss off the writer. I did that once and look at what happened."

Lexi- Turns to Jax, "That happened one time and I didn't do it again."

Jax- Raises eyebrow, "Just once?"

Lexi- "Okay...okay it was a couple of times."

Jax- "More than a couple Lexi. Remember the time..."

Chris- "What the hell is going on? I did not like how this shit ended here but it is what it is and leave Lexi alone."

Jax- "Kiss ass!"

Lexi- While the boys and Stacy argue I slowly walk away so I can start on the next chapter hopefully. Turns to audience. "Hey y'all. I am truly sorry for the lack of chapters. I was hoping to be further along than I am right now., but life and Holidays get you caught up in the craziness. Will have at least 1-2 more chapters up before Christmas on both Spitfire and Holiday Disasters. I hope you enjoy them and this holiday season. Until next time.