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Mattheos pov;

Her bright beautiful skin and gorgeous brown eyes were on me for one second until her eyes were fixed upon a pale boy, I recognised as my brother.. his disgusting hands holding her book that she had dropped, pulling her closer to his face so I could barely see her incredible features

Her lips motion words to Tom and she pulls a strand of her beautiful brown hair behind her cute ears, gosh she makes me go crazy.. but she'll never know, she can't know.. we could never be a couple again, I can't be in a relationship again. It was all a big mistake

But whatever I did the get this fucking girl out of my mind all it did was make me think about her more. She made me mad.. her scent, her beautiful features.. just her. Seeing her with my brother made my blood boil

"What the fuck are you doing Bella?!" I try to warn her, pulling her away from my disgusting excuse of a brother.

"First of all! It's Parkinson to you!" She started her aggression filling from the few hours before, the worst thing of all.. she looked so fucking hot, though she began yelling once again "And second of all it's none of your business!!"

I laughed anxiously "Oh this is my business, he's my fucking brother!!" I exclaimed, couldn't she see that I was trying to warn her?! My aggression against him and her together became fear of seeing her hurt.. I couldn't express this fear.. no way.

"So?" She said foolishly, making my blood boil

"What do you mean so?!" Panic began filling my voice, shit "He's going to use you! That's what he always does!" I was showing to much emotions towards this girl, it just shows how she makes me crazy, I Mattheo Riddle never show off my emotions, I was known for not having emotions.. at least not around others..

She answered clearly not acknowledging that I was warning her about my brother "Your the one to talk."

"Oh come on Bell- I mean Parkinson" I stuttered, "Please just listen to me!" I begged, she wasn't fucking listening "Do not get involved with my brother he will hurt you!" I kept begging, surely she would understand now? She isn't stupid..

Suddenly she laughed, she taunted me. I had shown her the emotions she had wanted and the emotions father had told me to never show, I felt so tiny, her taunting laugh made me feel worse then I already had. She clearly didn't listen, why didn't she listen?!

"And your actually telling me this? I can take care of myself perfectly fine thanks!"

"Parkinson your not listening to me!"

"Why should I listen to you?! Give me one good reason!" She excalimed, I had never seen this side of her, it was like she had a hint of toxicity and aggression that she was taking out on me.. which she had every right to do

I sighed even though panic was rushing through my body like a strong wave, I couldn't stand his manipulative side torture her like I did.. not again.
She's to vulnerable. I'm to vulnerable for it.

"It's for your safety.." I said trying to look as calm as I could, though failing miserably, she rolled her eyes "Excuses." she murmured loud and clear, she started walking away from the scene

For fucks sake.

Before she could even take a few steps I immediately took her wrist in my palm and pulled her back to face me, I had to do everything I could, If I had to beg for it I would beg for it, which was the exact thing I did.

"Isabella Parkinson please!"

"Your pathetic!" She yelled her voice filled with disgust, fuck

"Parkinson just fucking listen!" I exclaimed, I couldn't take it anymore, I was tired of being the nice guy. She wouldn't fucking listen!

"Mattheo fuck o-" she got interrupted

"Is something bothering you?" Tom asked as if he was the prince and the greatest boy in the world, he wasn't, he's an disgusting excuse of a wizard and doesn't deserve her, I deserve her!

"Bloody hell thank you Tom" her words disgusted me, what did she see in this guy?

"Stay away from her Tom."

"I think you should be the one to stay away." Tom said now pulling out his wand slowly, I felt myself get slowly defeated by my brother.

Tom repeated himself, though his tone of voice got more aggressive "I said. YOU should stay away from her."

"Parkinson just think about it—"

"Mattheo—" Tom interrupted me now getting in my face, all I fucking wanted to do was to torture this mother fucker "I know I know! I'm leaving, you son of a bitch!" I yelled as I stormed off, she was clueless..

Blinded by her love. Like she was for me.
He would use her. Just like I did. He would touch her. Just like I did. Feel her. Just like I did. Be with her.. just like I once did.

I had my chance. I had my chance and I blew it.

I looked back at Bella and Tom before I left, hearing Tom call her princess made me feel like everything inside me was going to explode from the anger. He fucked with my life! All the fucking time.

All these emotions I felt from Bella, it was weird. I was scared of them. So I locked them out by just using her. I know it was incredibly idiotic and I deserved what I got but.. I had to. It was really for her safety

Once I had gone into my dorm, I immediately started to go through my hair as my frustration began kicking in. My own fucking brother was dating my ex-girlfriend.

He'a dating my fucking ex?!

Snake.

Probably why he belongs here.

My frustration towards Tom disappeared quite quickly.. I turned into my affection for Bella.. this girl made my heart race within one look. I couldn't help it.. i-it just happened. Everything about her makes me go crazy- it's just- she's so wonderful..

Her scent, her eyes, her hair, her body, her features, her personality, her smartness everything about is just- amazing.

As soon as she steps into a room butterflies enter my stomach like it's become a habit, all the things I wanted to do to her.. everything I wished could still do.. but it was all a big mistake.

She loved my brother.

Of course she did.. my perfect older brother.

I envied him strongly. I hated him.

The taste of revenge is sweet.. isn't it? We'll see whos better at playing this game of yours, Parkinson.

Perhaps I'll just meet the other half of the Parkinsons. Perhaps this is the beat kind of revenge

As I said,

Revenge is sweet.. too sweet for that matter.

I'll see you around,

Isabella Parkinson.

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