I'm yours if you're mine | Mattheo Riddle x Reader

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Isabella pov;

TW: mention of eating disorders, mainly anorexia and child abuse, trauma.

We were still outside in they pouring rain, still in each other's arms, not letting go. It felt so good to be in his presence again, to be able to live again at peace.

We had been sobbing for what felt like hours and suddenly Mattheo spoke "Bella.. I think we have to take you to saint mongos, just to make sure that your okay-"

"No!" I exclaimed suddenly, almost as an instinct "I m-mean please no" I said and lowered my voice, I almost felt like I could throw up.

"I-I can't go back there" I shivered by the thought of my past, goose bumps were now on my skin and not because of the cold but because of the thought. I felt sick to my stomach.

"What do you mean? Why not?" Mattheo asked whilst looking worried. Draco was now standing by us and interrupted by saying "We should get inside" and we obeyed.

"Tell me Bella.." Mattheo said once we stepped foot into warm Hogwarts.

I sighed shakily, I could barely look at him, I looked at Draco and he nodded slowly....

—
8 years in the past, Isabella was 9;

I stayed in my room, trying to isolate myself from my parents as good as I could, I couldn't see them, I didn't want to see them nor Pansy.

I heard a knock on my door but I ignored it as I was laying in my bed staring depressingly at the wall, my eyes were heavy, my eye bags were so dark and my skin got paler as the days passed, I hadn't left my room in days.

The knocking kept repeating itself so I weakly went up and opened the door "Hm?" I said quietly, looking up to see that it is Pansy smirking devilishly. I knew immediately that she wanted me to be in trouble, it was her only goal in life and my parents didn't mind, they adored her, but me? I wish.

"Hello sister!" She almost yelled loudly making me flinch "what do you want from me Pansy?" I asked, not trying to be slightly polite. "Don't try to come here with that attitude!"

"What are you my mother? Get out." I replied coldly

Pansy's smirk only grew, she looked at me with nothingness in her eyes and I started to feel slightly uncomfortable, she looked around and then slapped herself hard on the face "Bloody hell!" I yelled and Pansy immediately started fake crying, I heard footsteps approaching from downstairs, mother yelling "what happened?!" Whilst running up the stairs, she would never do that with me.
Did I mention Pansy was crazy?

"S-she began hitting me out of nowhere! I was just telling her how much I love her and then-" Pansy began historically crying.

I, on the other hand was mortified as I knew I would never get out of this "But- she hit herself out of nowhere I promise I didn't-"

"Save it!" My mother said as she slapped me across the face, my lips began trembling "How dare you lie to me in my own house?!" she yelled loudly making me flinch as she kept hitting me "Mother stop, please stop!" I begged as I began crying loudly.

Pansy was nowhere to be seen "you are nothing but a burden on this family Isabella! You are not my daughter and you never will be!" She exclaimed one last time and slapped me with all her strength, I could feel my cheek get numb as I screamed by the pain, I laid on the ground crying my eyes out as she spit on me and walked out.

The door cracked opened "M-miss" said one of the house elves, I couldn't answer, I was still sobbing loudly, shortly the house elves started to take care of my bruises.

I didn't want to see them anymore, not any time. They couldn't careless just if I wasn't in meddling in their life they'll be happy. So I stopped eating breakfast.. that slowly turned into no lunch and no lunch turned into no food for the whole day. I didn't have any appetite, I could barely get myself out of bed.. I just slept throughout the whole day. They didn't care, they didn't even notice.

I noticed. I was skin and bones, this unhealthy thing had turned into a habit, the only way I was managing was by drinking water. Although I never felt well, I felt sick everyday. I couldn't bring myself to look in the mirror.

One day when I was sleeping somebody barged into my room, this hadn't happened in months and it was Pansy "sissy- Oh my god! You look so-"

"Oh wait until mother and father hears about this!" She yelled excited "No please!" I tried yelling although I was so weak I couldn't. "Mother, father come look at Sissy!" She yelled

I began panicking.

Could you imagine how much beating I got after this day?

My parents decided to put me in a place for people who had gone mentally insane. They tortured us for weeks on end.. but I always came home on the weekends.

Somehow the Malfoy's knew about my stay, Draco and Narcissa were practically the sibling and mother I always wanted, they cared for me, treated me right. They knew everything, so they decided to take me in as their own.. that was the best year of my life.

Eventually, my parents knew how they were treating me. They hated every single good thing that happened to me. As punishment they sent me back to a place where I would be tortured, days on end.

It never stopped, it wouldn't stop. I couldn't make it stop.

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Present time, Isabella pov;

"Y-you can't bring me back there! You just can't!" I exclaimed and began crying once again, Mattheo was filled with shock.. his eyes softening and tearing up "p-please don't- don't!" I repeated "I won't EVER let that happen to you.. ever again." Mattheo said, his voice cracking, Draco stepped closer to us "I'm so sorry, I didn't know what to do Bella-" Draco sobbed and hugged us all tightly.

My whole body was shaking, Mattheo kept reassuring me as he held me in his arms whilst sobbing quietly "Oh my love, I'm so so sorry I won't let anyone hurt you ever again" he kept repeating "oh goodness" he said as I sobbed quietly into his shoulder.

"I won't do anything if you won't agree to it, if it makes you feel better, I'll  bring the doctor to the house..." he said, still crying. I nodded.

"I won't let anyone hurt you in that way ever again"

"We won't let that happen" Draco chimes in.