This one is based on season 1 of the show 'you' which is on Netflix, I highly recommend it
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The tears running down my cheeks
The words I left unsaid
The way you look at me
Disgust
Fear
It all fills your eyes
I see none of the love I saw before
Where did it all go?
Just mere moments ago
You promised me
You promised me you loved me
You said you would never let me go
Now the pain is ripping into my heart
Into my chest
It is all for a good cause
That's what I told myself
I did it to protect you
You were never going to do it yourself
Someone had to
I was meant to be your knight in shining armor
I was meant to be the one you saw as your savior
As your protector
Now you see me as a murderer
Someone you once loved
The pain fills me
Overflowing
Sharp
Stabbing
Make it stop
Make it stop
Make it stop
You run
You try to escape
You can't
The keys
They were with me
Safe
Deep down I knew I couldn't trust you
I knew you would hurt me
I knew it was all too good to be true
But I still fell anyway
Fell into your trap
And now you're hurting me
The way I hurt you
I get it
I truly get it
But it doesn't make it hurt any less
It doesn't make it stop
The only thing to make it stop
Is to make you stop
I get up
The pain
The pain is pulling me back
Begging me to give into its incessant pleading
Pleading to let go of you
But I was the one who had to let go
Your smell
Oh how it pulled me in
Sweet
Lovely
Toxic
Just like you
You had so many layers didn't you
You hid so much from me
From all of us
But from yourself most of all
But you're gone now
There is no way to expose those secrets
Those lies
Those truths
But you're everywhere now
Even though you're gone
I see you everywhere
I regret it
I do regret it
You were my love
I was your love
We were meant to be forever
But you turned on me
You turned on me and I couldn't get you back
No matter what I did
I had to get rid of you
Even though I loved you
I had to say goodbye
Forever.
