Notes From The Nether

Sensitivity

I wrote this for my ex before we split up.
I cannot remember if I sent it to her.

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I know babe. I could taste it. When we tune into each other I can smell through your nose and taste through the mouth. If I practise I can probably hear through your ears and see through your eyes. I can hear your thoughts sometimes. This is my Reiki or whatever similar thing you want to call it. That's how sensitive I am.

Perhaps this explains much why I try to push you away when I am needing to energetically isolate so I can heal myself.

At other times, it's lovely being one energy body with you. Especially when we are making out and we both manage to let go and relax deeply so it's totally sensory. Our perceptions can blend into one, I am you and you are me.

After we have done this a lot of times for several years we will begin to develop further skills.

Which require male and female Ida and Pingala all working in perfect harmony and unison.

My yin with your yang.
Your yin with my yang.

First we have to balance each other and ourselves. We do this sexually.

The quickest way to do this is for me to listen internally to what I need and to tell you and you do it unquestioningly with trust and love. We will harmonise more strongly and faster.

It's not so much about sub-dom, that's only a step in the process, to get us to work together organically as the energy flows through naturally instead of perturbing it.

Brats never achieve any of this because they're on a totally different, less intimate, they won't ever progress to harmonise yin/yang with yang/yin.