Sugar (Adam Levine Fanfic)

Chapter 21

   Omg, I almost forgot! I'm so sorry for not updating, i feel horrible. I've just been caught up on Netflix. Oh btw I love cliffhangers so this book will be full of them! Sorry, but not sorry.

   Hailey's P.O.V

   I got up on my own after Cici came running to me. She started blabbering one with "sorry" mummured quite afew time. I shake it off, but my back still hurt.

I thought over my life, my time here. It wasn't soon, but I'll move anyways, everyone will forget me, and live happily ever after. The end.

    But that's not what I want. I want to be none as a pretty, smart, loving, thoughtful women who became Adam's wife. No. I shake my head and start thinking about how to pick myself back up. My back hurt too much, but I had to be strong, for Adam. No, no, no! Stop thinking about it! I mentally slap myself for my own thoughts.

    "Hailey, are you okay?" The teacher,I already forgot her name cane up to me with a concern look in her eye.

    Should I lie? Saying I'm fine when really I could have just died? Or say I'm not ok, and have something happen?

    "Yes. I'm good" she nods, satisfied with my reply.

    "Ok, class is over! Bell will ring in 5 minutes!" We all rush to the lockers and change. My back had that stabbing pain, but I ignored it. I had made up my mind.

       I walked with Cici and we talked alot, it was like nothing had every been between us. She doesn't mention Adam, and neither do I.

     "I talked to Jesse, Adam's best friend ya know? Well...we're going out and isn't it cute! Best friends going our with boyfriend's best friends!"

     I nodd. If Cici really likes us together, then why did she kiss him? Lately Adam has been distant towards me. And today was strange. What if he uses me just for emotional waste deposit?

      After the bell rang for lunch I had made up my mind, I was going to break up with Adam....

    If he really loves me, he won't date any other girls, and try to prove he's worthy of me. If he's gotten bored with me, he'd be relieved and be kissing girls later.

    We'd been together for along time, and I'd hate to do this, but to really find out where Adam's heart is, you have to be willing to risk some things.

        And loves one of those things....if we're in love.

        There he is....my soon to be EX....The feeling of doing this makes me sick, and I'll forever hate myself....but it must be done.