Tired of lying down feeling the discomfort raise within his aching back jungkook tried to sit up on his own only causing more strain over his healing torso as he let out an almost inaudible hiss of pain.
His hand flying over to rest on his wounded torso feeling the fabric of the bandage against his cold fingertips.
He sighed softly as he gave up on the idea of sitting on his own not wanting to call any of his family members to help him knowing they were already too bothered by him for now.
He couldn't dare to call you after dropping such a confession on you out of nowhere, he couldn't face you afraid the moment he would look at you he wouldn't be able to control his emotions, he won't be able to follow his own words, he wouldn't be able to divorce you. . .
Closing his eyes feeling the all too familiar burn in his eyes he tried to hold those salty tears in knowing too well that shedding only one of those drops would pave the way for all the overwhelming emotions he has been trying to shove down deep.
He tried to ignore the pain in his heart that started as a dull almost inconspicuous ache slowly increasing by every second causing it even difficult to breathe.
He thought if he ignored it all then the pain might reduce, then maybe his heart wouldn't hurt the way it was hurting but he was wrong.
He could ignore the truth but what could he do when everytime he closed his eyes he could see your tear stained face looking at him with so much pain and sadness in those beautiful eyes? How could he erase that picture of you that was engraved at the back of his eyes?
How could he forget and ignore a part of him? A person who made him the person he was today.
A person he loved more than anyone else.
The little creak made by the door was silenced by his storming thoughts his body flinching at the cold touch of someone's fingertips lingering over his forehead.
His eyes shot open meeting the dull black ones who met his eyes only for a second before averting them away.
Something in jungkook's heart stung at the unusual dull eyes and that unusually cold touch of her hands.
Her hands were always warm making his cold self feel warm, protected and loved.
Her eyes which were now colourless and dull once shone brighter than any star ever could lighting up his entire world.
But now she stood there looking the weakest she ever looked with her eyes dark and dim her face loosing all of their usual warmth she looked so weak.
What tugged on jungkook's heart more was he couldn't even ask her what was wrong because he too knew it well that it was all because of him.
It hurts like hell when the one person you love the most and want to keep happy at any cost is hurt beyond repair because of you, when you are the reason of their pain, agony and hurt.
The lump in jungkook's throat suddenly grew obnoxiously large making it almost impossible for him to breath as she pulled her hand away.
"Do you need anything?"
Her low voice reached his ears and he was craving to hear her voice up until now but what he heard wasn't that cheerful voice that always was at a breathy higher pitch filled with happiness and amusement.
Jungkook could only shake his head, no words making it past his lips.
You only nodded slowly looking into his eyes as you caught him Looking at you his eyes widened as he immediately tried to avert them.
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