Subject A1- The Weapon♕

7| Love and Tears

Harlow

"What's wrong?" I looked up at Newt who was standing in the middle of the room, i hadn't even hear the door open or close but there he stood. "Everything" I responded before sighing and standing up walking over to him, "you can't leave me Newt, i- i can't do this without you" i looked up at him. We Thomas and Gally along with Frypan had gone off to kidnap Teresa while the rest stayed behind.

"Hey, Hey. I'm not gone yet, we'll find some solution we always do" Newt brought his hand up to my cheek, "i need you Newt" I whispered. Newts eyes softened which only made me feel worse, Newt pulled me forward joining our lips together.

It felt like pure bliss as with only a kiss he could make me forget everything, usually it would stop with a kiss but both of us didn't want to let go. Instead it kept progressing, Newt dragged his hand from my cheek to my throat making me gasp as he slid his tongue in my mouth.

I've never fully made out with Newt so this was a new experience even for me. I walked backwards slowly while i pulled Newt close to me, i fell back on the bed while Newt hovered over me. He didn't stop as his lips made their way down to my neck, i gasped feeling a sensation over come my body.

I didn't want this to continue. I needed it.

Newt pulled back before pulling his shirt over his head, i followed his actions pulling my shirt off and over my head. I did feel nerves from not being experienced but with Newt i felt calm.

After shedding our clothes Newt made sure i was comfortable on a pillow, i can't dedcribe it in words as it was pure ecstasy. Even with Newt going slow it still felt like pure pleasure, at one point he even had to muffle my moans with his lips as it felt too good.

Tears did brim my eyes mostly from pleasure but also because i knew soon all of this would be over, and i would never see Newt again. The love we made was only a reminder of how i couldn't do life without him, and if i even lost him there was just no point in living.

Newt was the only person who brought me close to sanity, and without him i would lose myself.