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B.A.P Himchan - Best Birthday ( fluffy )

Mihi's P.O.V.

Dream

Everything was pitch black.

I suddenly see images of my family in front of me. I was a little startled when I saw me when I was a toddler. I was wearing a cute dusty pink dress that had ruffles and was puffy. My hair was curled and I had a tiara on my head.

The little me runs to my parents and hugs their legs tightly since she was so short. My parents smile down at me with loving eyes.

I continue watching as everyone was enjoying their time together. Smiles on their faces. They were real smiles. That's what surprised me.

I watch silently until I saw the little me fall to the ground. I started to cry which caught everyone's attention.

Everyone looks back at me. My parents apologize and look at the little me in a disproving way, but they still approach me and help me up.

My mom treated my wound but the tears never stopped rolling down my chubby cheeks.

My dad started telling me to stop crying because there are people waiting for them.

End of Dream

I suddenly wake up. I wipe off the cold sweat that fell from my forehead.

That dream was about my past birthday and most likely the only birthday party I had.

My birthdays after that one was either ignored or forgotten. That's why I have a notebook to remind me how old I am and when my birthday is since we rarely celebrate it.

I stop my thoughts and get up to go to my bathroom. I look at my reflection and just stared straight at the girl in front of me.

Dark black hair. Pink lips. Pale skin. Small button nose. Dark brown eyes.

The eyes that stared back at me had a look of loneliness and pain.

I touch my cheek. All I saw were my imperfections. All my past mistakes were the only things I saw in my eyes. They were like mirrors of what I have gone through. That's why I hated my eyes.

I stopped looking at myself and start to get ready for school.

I do what I do and leave to go to school.

Before I entered the gates. I plaster the same fake smile on.

I walk in the halls as some people look my way. I ignore it and enter my classroom.

My classmates were all scattered.

I sit at my desk. I put my head down and close my eyes.

I was waiting for my two best friends to arrive since they usually come late.

I enter deeply into my thoughts. Thinking on how to act in front of my friends.

I wonder if I can keep up my cheerful act everyday. It was hard and stressful but I had to deal with it. I don't want to lose my friends just because I'm not as what they expected me to be.

I'm usually the talkative one who would laugh at anything. I smile all the time. I am usually the one who tries to stop any bad atmospheres. It was only to avoid the real me to show up.

The me who is insecure and quiet. The girl who hides in the shadows of others and just nods, eat, sleep, and shake her head. The doll - like me that would be judged by others.

My thoughts were cut off short when I heard the door open. I look up to see one of my best friends.

Jin Ah.