PSYCHO LOVE- RENHYUCK/HYUCKREN

10

We are now sitting in the car, still outside of the police station. I'm sure that Renjun should know that I know who he is, there is no way he doesn't. Apparently Chenle and Jisung have known Renjun for years, which makes me wonder whether or not they know what he does.

After finding out that Renjun was the CHU killer, I know that I should be mad at him or trying to arrest him but it's Renjun. He's not someone that you can just throw in jail. Especially after he covered for me, And if he goes to jail I'm one hundred percent sure that I would be going right after him.

"They aren't going to stop anytime soon," I say looking at them.

"Why exactly did they arrest you?" Chenle turned around and asked me.

I have to admit the question caught me a little off guard. I looked to Renjun while my tongue fiddled around in my mouth, I felt my eye twitch. I nervously bit my lip. I once again looked to Renjun for an answer. Maybe I should just tell the truth. There's a fifty percent chance that they already know about Renjun, so they would be fine with me.

"He killed someone," Renjun said calmly. I snapped my head towards him, shocked at his boldness. He had a small smirk displayed on his face, but he wasn't what I was worried about. I looked at Chenle and Jisung and they both stared at me, almost with a look of ' I would've never thought you would kill someone' it most definitely wasn't the reaction I was expecting but it was still shocking. This alone confirmed my suspicions on whether or not they knew if Renjun was a killer.

"I-It's not like that, it was an accident" I said. Who was I trying to convince, myself or them? They all looked at me unconvinced.

"You killed someone?" Jisung asked surprised.

"It was self-defense, but I expected a bigger reaction" I said

"Well we've seen a lot, nothing really surprises us" Chenle said while turning back into his seat.

"What were you going to talk about" Renjun said looking at me. Truth be told I feel like I can't even look him in his eyes now. I know that he knows that I know that he is the CHU killer and to be honest that's kind of awkward. I also can't help but feel like he wanted me to know.

"Those detectives in there definitely know that I killed Seokhoon. I don't know how they know this because they have no actual evidence, but this isn't some random lust for revenge. I've definitely done something in the past that has hurt the team leader. He wants revenge and he wants it badly, along with Mina, I'm pretty sure Seokhoon was her boyfriend" I said

"However I don't think that they think I'm the CHU killer. They must think that I know the CHU killer" I said looking at Renjun and he stared right back at me with his eyebrow slightly cocked. He really isn't trying to hide it anymore.

"They aren't going to stop until I'm locked up" I said letting out a sigh

"Whose to say they'll stop at that" Jisung said starting the car and driving off.

"How did they know that you killed Seokhoon" Renjun asked me.

"That, I still don't know. No one knew except Jeno, Jaemin, and you of course" I said looking out of the window. At some point Renjun and I are going to have to have an actual conversation. We can't start having these conversations like they are normal. There is nothing normal about this situation. He's a serial killer and I'm a cop with issues that's falling for a murderer, This isn't your typical duo.

While driving back home Jeno had called me to of course asked me what happened and if they needed to come back, I told them everything was good. I don't want to ruin their time. We finally made it to my home and parted ways. We agreed that once Jeno and Jaemin got back we would have a meeting.

We finally made it back inside of my apartment and I immediately collapsed on my couch. My leg was in severe pain.

"Renjun bring me Tylenol from there" I said pointing towards a drawer. He quickly ran over there grabbing the pills and me a glass of water in the process.

"I'm sorry, I haven't been taking care of you well" He said softly while handing me the medicine and water.

"You can drop the act, I'm not fucking stupid" I said taking the pills and gulping the water down.

"What do you mean 'drop the act'" He said looking at me confused and hurt at the same time.

"Renjun I know this isn't who you are. This cute, innocent act isn't fooling me anymore" I said trying to stand up but he grabbed my arm and pulled me right back down.

"This is who I am when I'm with you. You make me feel vulnerable and fragile, I cant help it" He said holding onto me tightly with his little puppy eyes.

"You threw a fucking knife at me" I said pulling away from his grip, which caused more hurt to flash across his face.

"You left me no choice, since you wanted to play cop and chase me down" He said while rolling his eyes.

"Renjun don't roll your eyes at me and I wasn't fucking playing cop. Incase you forgot I'm an actual cop, whose supposed to put people like you behind bars" I said unknowingly raising my voice while standing up in front of him.

"Ok well what about you" He said standing up as well.

"What about me?" I said while stressfully running my hands through my hair.

"You killed a man and who knows you've probably killed more" he says while poking my shoulder with attitude.

"I wouldn't have snapped if it wasn't for your 'It's better to be who you are' bullshit" I said annoyed.

"Oh Haechan please, you would've snapped anyway. All I did was speed up the process" He said while shrugging casually.

"Is this a joke to you" I ask glaring at him. A week ago I would've never thought that I would be aguring with my lovely Renjun.

"Lets be honest Haechan you were a fucking coward, you let people treat you like shit. I only made things better for you" He said grabbing my hand while speaking softer later in the sentence.

"I wasn't being a coward, I was keeping myself and others safe, but that was all for nothing considering that I'm arguing with a fucking weird psycho right now" I said turning away from him. I have to admit the last part was a bit much, and honestly I have no right to judge him when I'm just as bad.

"Oh, so I'm a 'weird psycho' now? That's not what you were saying when we where in your fucking room making out" He said obviously offended by my choice of words. I turned around to face him and saw that his face was bloodshot red and his eyes were watery.

"You know what? Fuck You" He said grabbing his stuff and heading for the door.

"Renjun where are you going?" I said softly while going after him.

"I'm leaving. I'm sure you wouldn't want a weird psycho in your home" He said turning to face me with a few tears falling from his eyes, and honestly I feel horrible now.

"Renjun I'm sorry, I shouldn't I have said that" I said trying to stop him from leaving but it wasn't working, he turned back to the door and reached for the knob.

"Please don't go. It's dark and late." I said while softly grabbing his hand.

"I think it would just be better if I left" He said pulling away from and leaving with a sad look on his face.

You really fucked up.

"No duh" I responded back to the voice in my head.

A/N: Hello readers I gave y'all a little Renhyuck angst. I think I'm officially back. Please leave a vote and a comment, It makes my day so much better. Thanks you for reading<3