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Recap of the last chapter

"Look at him dressed like a slut, he's practically begging for me to touch all over him," He says. I'm completely taken aback by what he has just said, I look towards Renjun and see tears brimming in the corner of his eyes, I look at the guy and I hear the voice again and this time I might just listen.

I think we should kill him.

Recap Ended

Haechan's POV

I look to the nearest table and see a beer bottle, I grab it and stare at the guy.

"What, are you gonna hit me with it?" he asks with a smirk on his face. Does he think I'm joking? Why does everyone take me as a fucking joke? 

"Look it's not my fault he's a who-" He couldn't finish his sentence because I whacked him in the face with the bottle as hard as I could causing him to fall to the ground. 

"You motherfucker" He says starting to get up. Before he could get to his feet I kick him in the face, knocking him back down. He lies on the ground coughing up blood and grunting, but I was still angry. So I climb on him and begin to punch his face continuously. I can feel blisters forming on my knuckles. I want to stop but I don't know-how. The voice doesn't want me to stop. 

kill him

kill him 

kill him 

The voice is repeating the same thing over and over again. I can't stop, I feel a lot better. All the stress and confusion is leaving my body with every punch I land on his face. I've forgotten what this felt like. That pot of hot boiling water is no longer begging to boil over. I feel good, I think? I don't know how I feel. I'm all confused again. So I take the confusion out on his face. 

"He's gonna kill him" I hear someone say bringing me back to reality. I look down at his face my fist midair. His face was bloody, bruised, and swollen in many places. What have I done? I can faintly hear my name being called, all of a sudden I can feel myself being pulled off of him. 

As I come back to reality I can see Jaemin in front of me, I can see his lips moving but I don't understand what he's saying. I look around the room and see everyone staring at me, fear-filled eyes. They're scared of me. As I'm looking around the room I swore I saw Renjun smirk, maybe I'm confused. I look down at my hands and see that they are covered in blood and blisters and then everything goes black. 

Renjun's Flashback Starts

I see Haechan and everyone talking so I take this as my chance to leave. 

"I have to use the bathroom," I say excusing myself. I walk towards the bathroom and sneak out the back door making sure no one is following. I look around the back and see the guy I'm supposed to meet.  I walk up to him and tap his shoulder. 

"Ok let's keep this short," I say pulling out the money seeing his face grow into a smile. The things people do for money are really surprising. 

"Ok, so what you're gonna do is make a move on me while I'm with him" I look at him but he is too busy counting the money. 

"Hey, pay attention, did you hear what I said?" I ask drawing his attention back to me he gives me a quick nod. 

"How bad is he going to beat me," the guy asks not wanting to get to hurt. 

"Well, I can't guarantee anything. What's important is that you're not going to die," I say with a smile. 

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