HEAVY

INTRODUCTION: HEAVY

Who am I?

Well that depends...

What's your moon sign?

I'll be your reflection

because people tend to like themselves.

None of me is really me.

I'm whatever I see on TV.

Don't hate me; I'm just copying

my favourite people's personality.

How can I come up with anything original

When I collect character traits like stickers.

I've cut up pictures

of celebrities from magazines

and pick and choose the ones to glue

onto me each day.

And I call it Fee.

But I switch the layout every week.

Different aesthetic, new colour scheme.

I guess there's a constant in the chaos... change.

I can be whoever you need.

I'm looking for a new story.

Give me a character and a scene,

I promise I won't make it boring.

I save images on pinterest

and pin them to a board.

A collection of a thousand others,

am I a fraud?

But I don't think anything's original.

Not really.

We're all influenced by each other,

even if you don't have BPD.

I am a collage, of fragments, of people.

My personality is an illness.

Is the disorder who I am? Or was there a personality there to begin with?

The pieces of others that make up me,

form a whole new identity.

So in the words of Peach PRC:

I've been told

I'm heavy to hold

And in the words of Fee:

The real me

can be

everything.