At Night.

Chapter 12

I'm here again. Walking down this same alleyway that's devoid of all positivity,tears streaming my cheeks as I reluctantly choose to sit on the skin-numbing hard floor.I'm now stinging from a sharp coldness that has damped my clothes and ratted hair.I seem to be choking again,the lack of oxygen from holding my breath as I attempt to stay calm is starting to make me dizzy,the fear stifling my scream as old memories flash back,this same place,same clothes,but just a different person,inside,anyway.

The rain is falling now,my tears matching the rhythm of the droplets on the ground,a puddle presenting an ugly reflection of my blotchy,saddened face.Shadows walking by without a glance,each creating a threatening thud that causes me to cut my breathing until they've passed.Leaning up against this fucking breaking wall,the images hunt their way back inside my head and cause pressure to build within my chest.

A scatter startles me,I scan the darkness helplessly for any sign of movement,but lose myself from the touch of the soaked up leaves beneath my hand,digging deeper I notice the sharp scratching of stones and concrete slice along my flesh,and welcome the faint relief I get from this pain.Emotions bottled inside I find some release in tormenting my own inner demons by struggling to worsen my frustration,then feeling an eruption of pity flow through my mind from feelin so lost.Old memories flood through like a wave of destruction,breaking every sense of happiness and hope that were stored for a dark day,nothing left now but my sorrow bleeding through in faint scratches and blood marks on my sleeve.

A whimper of exhaustion escaes through my chapped lips,a useless cry for help,I shiver from the wind that entwines around my body.After searching for some kind of hope,I force my tired eyes shut,only to find more darkness.

He's watching me...I can feel it; I can feel the heat of anger cross the room as he looks at me with his pure black eyes sitting,silent. I stare aimlessly at the wall as I hear the dragging sound of his trainers on the carpet,here we go again...'Get up' I hear the frustration in his voice,I can sense what's coming,although I remain calm and pretend I'm alone,this angers him as I hear the sudden movement towards me,I mutter two words under my breath,'Fuck you'...

I open my eyes to find myself in my dorm room breathing heavily,sweat covered my entire body.Thinking back on my dream I just had, it was the same dream I had since I came here there was nothing different.

I opened by room and heared the deafening sound of the entire place...where was Kate?

I would like to dedicate this chapter to @Tino0tinda2 and Alice-Cullen1010 for their lovely comments on my previous chapter. Thanks you guys, I really appreciate it 👍

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