13 - Not taking care if yourself

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MENTIONS OF NOT EATING/PURGING
It's been a couple weeks since you called Annie mama. Sadly, for her, you didn't remember

You were back doing school work and stuff right after you felt better. And you were exhausted.

You would wake up at 6 and start doing breakfast though you never ate.
Then you would do literally all the chores Annie does making her guilty.
Then you would do all your homework AND the others homework.
That leads to supper time where Annie always beats you to it so you would sit and talk to her.
You would eat only a few bites of food before leaving the table (you make sure to clean everything up)
Then you would throw it back up.
You would go back to working until 3am.

Today, you walked out your room to see Annie already sweeping the floor making you frown. It's 6am. You checked.

"Annie? Why are you up?" You questioned and noticed she still looked tired. "I'm doing my jobs." She said groggily. "Annie, do them later. Go back to sleep." Before she could say anything you led her to her room to which she instantly fell back asleep.

You quickly ran around doing the jobs for her, feeling bad she woke up because of you. Because you made her feel guilty. 'Ughh your such a stupid bitch Charlotte.' You thought.

When the clock hit 8am you were done and Annie was up. You ran of to bed and got started on your schoolwork. "Charlotte can you please stop doing my jobs!" You heard Annie whine while she walked to your room.

SHIT

Your room is a tip. Clothes everywhere, plates of food from weeks ago- it's just a mess. And here you are, messy bun, eye bags and looking like a stick. You haven't properly in weeks.

"Char- oh my it's a mess in here..." Annie's eyes widened at the sight. "Holy-" Annie stopped herself before checking around her and outside the door, she came back in. That was probably for Grayer. "Fuck. Charlotte... have you been eating and sleeping well?" No. "Yes why?"

Annie shook her head and walked towards you. "Charlotte I know it's not the truth. You need to eat... and no school for a couple weeks okay? I'm gonna phone them." You teared up. She can't do that can she? "No." Your voice trembled. You needed to be good for your parents. "Why not?" "N-no just no!"

Yeah that caused a big argument. And no kidding, Grayer was stood watching with some popcorn. Where the hell did he get that? God knows.

Now Annie has you in your bed, your room tidied as she did it. You watched. She gave you a bowl of fruit and some juice. You ate a couple bits.

Honestly you didn't know what you would do without Annie.

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