Always (Levi X transmasc reader)

Chapter 8

,,Are you sure you wanna do this?", Levi asks and I nood slowly. ,,Yeah, as long as someone else is there she's not gonna say something inapropriate. And I'd have to confront her sooner or later anyway, so why not now?" I'm kinda afraid of my confidence right now. I know my mom's gonna be angry, but like I said, as long as Levi is here, she's not gonna shout to keep the illusion of our perfect, little family. I take a deep breath before unlocking the door and pull Levi inside. I couldn't do it without him. He gives me a certan feeling of safety. ,,Mom?", I shout and a few seconds later I hear fast steps, what makes me panic. I wasn't at home the entire weekend and I'm pretty sure she's raging. And that also tells me her face, when she sees Levi and tryes to hold her anger back. ,,What happend to your hair?", my mother asks and I take a deep breath, but don't answer. ,,I cut it for him", Levi says and I look at him surprised. ,, Aha. D/N, can I talk to you for a second? Alone?" Fuck. This is bad. ,,O-Okay. Levi, wait here for a second." Everything inside me screams that I should stay here with Levi, but like my body moves on it's own I follow my mother into the kitchen. ,,What is that about?", she asks angry and I look at my feet. ,,I cut my hair. I'm seventeen, so I'm pretty sure I can do whatever I want with it.", I answer, still not looking up. ,,No, you can't! You're a girl and as long as you live under my roof you do as I say!" I bite my teeth together. I wanna cry, I wanna scream but I'm not showing anything. I just keep my expression calm without showing any emotion. I won't let her win that. ,,Ugh, you're exactly like your brother! Are you gonna run away too? No wait, you already did!" No I completely loose it. ,,Don't you dare talking about Kay! You have no rights to it! Maybe I am like him, but that's a hundred times better than being like you!" ,,Don't talk to me like that, young lady!" ,,I'm a boy!" Suddenly everything happens so fast. I just notice her lifting her right hand and than a burning pain in my cheek.

I can hear everything they're screaming at eachother. I don't feel comfortable with leaving Y/N alone with this. He already told me that their mother isn't the best, but this is way more than I imagened. Suddenly everything stops and I just hear a silent whimper. Okay, I've waited enough now. Quickly I walk into the direction of where Y/N and his mother went and finally come to a room that's probably the kitchen where I find my friend holding his cheek with tears streaming down his face and their mother standing next to him completely angry. Did she just seriously hit him? This seems so weard and unbelievable to me. Of course my mother and I fight sometimes, but she'd never hit me or yell at me like that. I step toward Y/N and comforting lay my arm around his shoulder. ,,Leave us alone, this is nothing you should care about.", his mother says and I glare at her angry. I'm not afraid of talking back to adult and esspecially not to those who misstreaten my friends. ,,I don't think so.", I reply and look at the crying Y/N again. ,,Do you wanna go?", I ask him and they nood slowly. ,,No, you're staying here!", his mother replies angry and I role my eyes. ,,Shut up!", I hiss and her eyes whiden. ,,What are you allowing yourself?" ,,I could ask you the same." ,,Excuse me, I'm her mother! I can rase her like I want!" ,,Right now you're acting more like a fury in rage." ,,I've had enough, I'm gonna talk to your parents about that!" ,,Good luck with that. Come on, let's go." I animate Y/N to walk and pull him out of the apartment. When we're outside I look at him and sight. ,,Are you okay?", I ask and they nood slowly. ,,Sorry you had to see that.", he whispers and I furrow my brows. ,,It's not your fault your mother's such a bitch. Come on, let's go." I wanna grab his sleave and pull them with me, when I suddenly feel his arms wrapping around my torso. ,,Thank you, Levi. For everything.", he says and I sight, not sure what to say about that. I was never really good at comforting and already got quite to my limits with him. ,,Come on, it's late.", I say and pet Y/N's head, who seems like he calmed down a little. ,,Yeah, you're right. Let's go.", they say and together we walk to my house.

This chapter was written in the middle of a mental breakdown and now's then next day and I find this kindaaaaa weard, actually😅