Always (Levi X transmasc reader)

Chapter 2

I sit infront of Levi and stare at my cup of hot chocolate. I don't know what to say. ,,Say something.", the raven suddenly says and I bite my teeth together. ,,I don't know what.", I reply and sight. ,,Tell me something about you. Your family, your hobbys, anything." I sight again and nood. ,,My parents are divorced and  I live with my mother, though I visit my father sometimes. And then there's also my aunt. Yeah, that's everyone. You?" I decide not to tell him about my older brother. He run away when I was twelfe and I'm pretty sure, if he was still there today, he would've excepted me as his brother.. But he's not and I'm dealing with it. ,,I live with my mother. I've never met my father, but I don't have the feeling like I have to. Any hobbies you have?" I nood. ,,I like reading, writing, drawing, watching anime and costplaying. You?", I answer and take a sip of my hot chocolate. ,, I like reading and watching anime too. And I-" ,,What?" ,,It's embarissing." ,,Come on, you started it, so you've gotta finish it now!" He sights. ,,I have fun cleaning.", he mumbles and I have to hold myself back from laughing. i just nood and take another sip of my hot chocolate. I pull my phone out of my pocket and realise I'm supposed to be home since nearly two hours. ,,Oh fuck! I'm sorry, but I have to go or else my mom's gonna kill me! We can continou this tomorrow, okay?", I say and jump up. ,,It's fine. Ehm...can you give me your phonenumber?", Levi replies and I nood. He reaches me his phone and I tipe my number in it. ,,See you then!", I say and run to the exit. ,,Bye!", I hear Levi shouting, bevore I leave the café and run down the streets. I'm glad I don't live too faar away from here. I'm dead. I'm so fucking dead. After like two minutes I'm finally standing infront of my house. Okay. I gulp, bevore I unlock the door and go up to our apartment. I enter it and go straight into my room. ,,Not so fast, young lady!", my mother suddenly shouts and I role my eyes. ,,Hey mom!", I say exaggerated and look at her. ,,Where have you been? I was worried to death!", she shouts and I sight annoyed. ,,I'm sorry, I just was out with a guy I met in school and forgot the time.", I reply and look at my feet. ,,You know you're not supposed to go out with random boys! What if he raped you?" I furrow my brows. Levi raping someone? How much I'm trying to imagene it, it jusst doesn't wanna go into my head. ,,I'm sorry, it's not gonna happen again.", I just groan and go into my room. There I hear mom mumple something, that catches my attantion. ,,You're exactly like your brother." I bite my teeth together and slam my door. She didn't bring that up, didn't she? Fuck! I throw my bag in the corner and throw myself on my office chair. With a sight I grab my laptop and start it. This thing is so old and crappy, that it's always taking hours until it's started. There I feel my phone vibrating in my pocket. Who's that supposed to be now? 

Unkown: Hey, D/N. Here's Levi.

I have to smile slightly. I completely forgot I gave him my phone number. 

Me: Hi

Levi: What are you doing right now?

Me: Not much. Just sitting in my room and waitng for my crappy laptop to start. You?

Levi: Watching TV.

Me: Ah, okay.

Levi: What do you need your laptop for?

Me: Writing.

Levi: What are you writing?

Why does he care? Should I tell him I'm writing BL? He'll probably think I'm weard then. Fuck it, I'll tell him. 

Me: BL and stuff.

Levi: So you're one of these yaoi-fangirls?

Fuck.

Me: No, please don't think about me like that! I'm not like all these cringey yaoi-fangirls who sexualise everything, I promise!

Levi: Hey, I'm just kidding. I read that stuff too.

Wait, what? Why would he tell me stuff like that? 

Me: You? Reading BL?

Levi: Yes, I do. 

I bite my bottomlip. Should I-No. Oh, fuck it. 

Me: Are you gay then?

Levi: No.

Me: I'm sorry to tell you, but straight dudes normally don't read this kind of stuff.

Levi: When did I say I was straight?

Me: Okay, okay.

Levi: By the way, are you in a relationship?

Could he please stop asking all these questions? This is getting weard. Why is he even asking me stuff like that?

Me: I'm not. You?

Levi: Also not.

I smirk a little.

Me: I don't believe you. 

Levi: Why?

Me: Have you even looked in a mirror at once?

Levi: So you think I'm attracktive, or what?

Me: No, that's not how I ment it! Idk, dude.

Levi: I now how you ment it, don't worry. I just like teasing you.

Me: Fuck you.

Levi. Fuck you back. And to come back to your question: Most girls don't wanna date a guy they can littelary step on.

Me: Come on, you're not THAT short. And didn't you say girl are trying to hit on you and that this stuff annoyes you?

Levi: They mostly flirt with me as a joke.

Me: Same with me and the boys.

Levi: They're all stupid.

Me: Yep.

Levi: I have to go now. Maybe I'll text you later. If not, see you tomorrow in school.

Me: Okay, bye.

I put my phone away and sight. What was that conversation even? I don't fucking know. I look at my laptop again. Wow, it finally started! I sight, bevore I start to write. Right now I'm in an intense smut scene, which I've been planning for days and now I can finally write it. With a sight I put my headphones on and listen to my chemical romance while two nonexistent dudes are having intense sex. I need friends. Defintly.