Wolfstar Oneshots

"I need you"(prompt)

A/N: Hello humans! It's been a bit but I'm trying to get back into the groove of posting. I hoping for monthly updates. How are y'all? I've been super busy. Also, I didn't have much inspiration to write which I talked about in my last Oneshot. Then, one day I was scrolling through Tumblr and I stumbled across these prompts. I wrote this over thanksgiving break and I was hoping to stockpile some over Thanksgiving Break but haha that didn't happen, 'cause as y'all know I got my devices taken away over that break (whoops). Anyway, here we are. Hope you enjoy!

T/W: Mentions of anxiety and panic attacks

*Sirius POV*

I wake with a shock. Cold sweat clinging to my skin like little koalas stuck to a tree. My heart is racing. I feel like I'm going to explode. I remember what my counselor told me to do when I felt a panic attack forming. I breathe in. Counting to four. I hold for the count of seven, then slowly breathe out counting to eight. It helps my breathing slow but my heart is still racing. I try to block out the panic by naming something I see. I can make out the edge of my bed. Next, something I hear, the loud growling of James snoring. The smell, chocolate. Something I feel, the pressure of arms around my waist. I look down to see Remus looped around my waist. I smile as I think about the boy. He shifts uncomfortably. Suddenly his eyes snap open meeting mine.

"Bad dream?" I ask.

"Mhm," he nods like a little boy.

I lie back down next to him, snuggling back into his warmth.

"Me too," I tell him.

"I could tell you're not exactly dry," he quips back.

"Oh, sorry. Here I'll go change. Do you want some water?" I apologize as I get out of bed.

"Sure," he accepts.

*Remus POV*

"Shucks," I hear Sirius mumble under his breath.

I chuckle.

"Everything okay?" I whisper.

"Yeah, just stubbed my toe," he responds, handing me my water.

I gladly accept the cup. I take a sip. Letting the cool liquid wash over my cracked lips and quench my thirst.

"Thanks," I say, setting the glass carefully on the table next to me.

"Of course, it's no problem," he assures me, climbing into bed next to me.

I smile. We sit in silence keeping each other close and it's enough until I start to worry. My heartbeat spikes, my breath picks up, my body shakes, my mind races.

"Sirius," I gasp between panicked breaths.

"Woah, you're okay. I'm right here," he grabs my shoulders, looking me in the eyes.

I nod, gulping down tears.

"What do you need?" he asks sincerely.

"I need you," I cry.

"Okay," he pulls me into a hug.

"Shh, I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. You're safe," he comforts.

I breathe in his rustic smell.

"Here's what I want you to do. Name one thing you see," he instructs.

He breaks the hug and moves his hand to my legs.

"Sight, a cup of water," I followed his instructions.

"Good. Now one thing you hear," he encourages.

"Peter and James sleeping," I continue, gaining control of my thoughts and subsequently my breath.

He laughs, "One thing you smell."

"Padfoot's shampoo," I think out loud.

Sirius blushes, looking down.

I grab his chin and push it back to look at me. I search his eyes looking for permission. He nods. I connect our lips. His hand grabs my waist pulling me closer to him. My no longer shaky hands naturally find his beautiful locks.

*Sirius POV*

I deepen the kiss, my hands reaching for the buttons on Remus's shirt.

"Mm, not now," he pulls away.

"Why not?" I pout.

"It's late, we need sleep," he explains.

"No, we don't. I need you," I argue using his line from before.

"Fine," he sighs.

"Yay," I cheer quietly.

"Muffliato," he whispers.

"Good call," I bring his lips back to mine.

A/N: And, well you can imagine the rest (they get pizza, obviously). Anyway, see you next time!

P.S.  Liv(my editor) is still working on editing Christmas Wishes and Mistletoe Kisses