"I've waited for this"

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A/N: This one is also from the prompt list I found on Tumblr 

*Remus POV*

"Remus?" Sirius whispered out of the blue.

We were tucked under our oak tree. Our own little spot we claimed back in second year. This was the spot I had told him about my "furry little problem" as Sirius calls it. This was the spot where he would tell me his big secret.

"What's up?" I asked, loosening my grip on his waist so he could turn to look at me.

"Um, I've been thinking about myself and my relationships," he began.

I nodded, permitting him to continue.

"And uh, I-uh, think, no I know, I'm gay," he spilled.

"Okay," I shrugged.

"Okay?" he questioned, unsure.

*Sirius POV*

"Okay," Remus replied

I beamed and let out a breath that I hadn't realized I'd been holding.

"So you're okay with me being, y'know?" I triple-check.

"Of course, I love you for who you are," he confirmed, placing his hand on top of mine.

I was beaming. I was so happy. I thought I was going to lose my best friend but he supported me. He pulled me back to lay on him, I melted into him. We laid together under our oak tree. We listened to the birds and other students. We were tucked away from the world yet we were still surrounded by it. We were in our own world, best friends.

"Hey, Sirius?" Remus asked, suddenly.

"Yeah," I responded.

"How did you know you were gay?" he questioned.

My breath hitched and my heart started racing. What was I supposed to say? Should I tell him I felt something around my best friend that I never felt around the girls I had dated? Would he hate me if I told him about the tingly sensation I felt when I lay with him?

He noticed my attitude change.

"You don't have to tell me. I was just curious," he told me.

I let out a shaky breath.

"No, it's okay. I guess I just felt something for guys that I never felt for my girlfriends," I explained.

"Cool, I um- I think I'm bi, I'm not totally sure though. I just thought since you came out to me I should tell you," he blurted out.

I felt giddy. Did this mean he felt the same?

"Cool. I love you Moony," I replied.

Shoot. I didn't mean to say the last part.

"I love you too, Pads," he smiled, pulling me into a hug.

"No, not like that. Like you're the guy. I romantically love you" I explained, pulling back to look at him.

I searched his amber eyes for any sign of disgust or hatred. I only saw happiness. He didn't respond with words. Instead, he came closer to me and connected our lips. Oh my god, I'm kissing Remus Lupin! Don't panic! Too late, I'm already panicking. I was too distracted by my inner dialogue and I forgot to respond to the kiss. Eventually, instinct kicked and I grabbed his waist pulling him closer. His hands found my hair and started playing with it. This kiss lasted a few minutes before we needed to come up for air.

"You have no idea how long I've waited for this," he told me, looking directly into my eyes.

A few months later we decided to tell James that Remus and I are dating.

"James," Remus asked for my brother's attention.

"Yeah, what's up?" James asked, looking up from shining his broom.

"Sirius and I have something to tell you," Remus began.

"Okay," he urged him to continue.

Remus looked over at me and I nodded.

"Sirius and I are dating," Remus finished bluntly.

"Really?" James jumped up excitedly.

"Yeah," I scratched my neck nervously.

"Omg, you have no idea how long I've waited for this moment. I love you both so much. Omg! We have to tell Lily. Then we can go on double dates!" James pulled us into a group hug.

I smiled, savoring the moment forever.

A few years later, Remus and I stood at the altar.

"You may now kiss the groom," the judge said.

"You have no idea how long I've waited for this," I whispered to Remus before leaning in.

A/N: Another one done! See ya next time!

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