Tied

Chapter 6 : The Truth Revealed

Nichole POV

        Not everbody knew me & Lina went out . I broke it off with Ashley . That bitch was starting to get on my nerves . None of my family members knew I liked girls especially my mom . I don't know what would happened if she found out , but I'm praying that she doesn't .

Everything has been cool for a good couple of weeks . I've been on my best behavior making sure I don't do anything stupid . Matter of fact I was talking to Lina right now . The conversation was explicit & a little bit sexual .... or really sexual , but I couldn't help it .

I got in trouble sexting before with Jameel's ratchet ass . He didn't have a phone at the time so he had to use his mom's . I told that nigga to DELETE the messages & he said he supposedly did . The following Monday I get in trouble at school because his mom decided she wanted to talk to my mom about it . His mom went to the main office , asked for my mom's cellphone number , called her & I get in trouble later that night . I didn't have a phone for a whole year till my birthday because of that shit .

I thought I didn't have to worry about that shit with Lina , but I was wrong . As I texted her saying all this nasty shit my mom said , "Give me the phone ."

"Why ?" I asked . "I'm listening to music ."

"No , you're not , give me the phone ."

"Fuck ." I thought . I pressed "delete conversation" knowing that shit would take forever since it was a Metro PCS phone & there were over 300 messages . I was starting to get real anxious cause I knew it was a matter of time before she decided to check the messages . I started pacing back & forth & breathing real heavy . I was terrified . I didn't know what was gone happen . 

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*20 minutes later*

        "Nichole ! Come here ." my mom called .

I really didn't want to go . I knew I fucked up by keeping those messages . I tried to walk as slow as possible . "Yes ?" I said finally reaching the room .

"What is this ?" she asked showing the messages to me . I didn't answer . Before I knew it the tears started rolling down .

"Why are you crying ?" she asked . "I haven't even touched you yet ."

I'm real sensitive when it comes to deep conversations & I always get emotional . I couldn't control the tears , by this time I was balling crying . She asked again , "Nichole ..... what is this ?"

I still didn't answer . I couldn't answer . I didn't know how to explain what was going on . She knew me & Lina were bestfriends , but I'm pretty sure she thought all of that was a lie now .

She said , "You did this before . What made you think it was okay to do it a second time ? Y'all talking about titties & dicks & shit . Do you like girls ?"

My heart stopped for at least 10 seconds when she asked that question . I didn't wanna say yes , but there was no point in lying now . If I said no she probably won't believe me cause , that's the only explanation for those messages .

I started to cry harder but spoke up & said , "Yes ..." I felt like that crushed her heart . I felt like I was now a disgrace & I hurt her . I felt like she was going to disown me & stop loving me to be honest . Words couldn't explain the way I felt . I wanted to disappear . I just wanted to run out of that room & start my life over . That's what it really felt like .