Breakdowns & Cosmic Connections

POEM 20: IN FULL SPEED.

I lied.....
To save my own soul.
But I left your soul confused
I didn't mean too, I'm sorry
But you pushed me.
You didn't do the things you promised
It all went misty....
All in one night.
Doing things I wouldn't do to myself.
Lost in breath...
Lost in your breath.
How weirdly, weird is it that we found each other.
We move too fast!
But now that we're moving slow its like you don't exist.
And now I'm feeling empty.
"Because I'm perfection when it comes to first impressions
I romanticize then I get to stressing
A big brain like I'm teaching it a lesson
Baby, its a blessing."
Now that you know me
You don't like me
Because you've been with me for a while now you want to leave.
But that's OKAY!
Because if I was you....
I'd leave me too if I could.
But please don't leave
I need you so please don't leave.