Since childhood, Cashmere have always looked at the sunny side of life. With family and friends who loves her dearly, she couldn't wish for anything more. But when she met Graham, she learned about the hardest things: mixed signals, indifferences, a...
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Liked by cashismad and 8,765 others gcssius Never one to declare my love in public because it's so embarrassing but... okay, here we go.
Everything in life is calculated. From the moment of concepcion down to the very second of death, every last one of it is planned by someone far greater than all of us. Time is outside of our domains; it is beyond our control. And while there are inescapable things such as death, I want to be able to make you realize how much you mean the world to me.
(Damn, I think this might even be longer than the thesis statements I've been passing to my profs. Lol, maybe I just gotta pray no one from my blocmates screencaps this and snitch me to our profs. But if someone did that though, I will find you even if you hide in the basement of your house, kid. I'm not even joking).
Okay, so continuing...
Ang dami kong mga akala para sa akin, Cashmere. Of course you never knew because I never told you and of course you never knew because you never asked but I'm telling you, anyway because you might need to know.
Akala ko ang buhay ko, puro pagpapahirap na lang. Puro pagtatago na lang ng totoong nararamdaman. Puro kasinungalingan na lang ang tanging pakikinggan. Puro ngiting nakaprinta sa mukha gayong malungkot naman. But all that remains just as an "akala" because you came. And cliché as that may sound, it is what it is.
You have changed my life in many ways you won't even realize existed. You have painted my adventure with colors that I never knew were created. You shooed away the darkness that I thought would forever reign my life.
Cashmere Madison, I want you to know that I will never leave you alone now. I may have before, but I won't ever today unless I die... well, that would be a shame.
Look here, angel. I want your eyes on me.
I want to be the one to comfort you whenever you're having a hard time. I want to be the one to cheer you up whenever you achieve something—no matter how small or grand they are. I want to be the one who partners your footprints against the rough sand. I want to be the one to be with you when life gets bitchy and a little rougher on us. I want to be the one to hold your hand. I want to be the first one to taste test your cupcakes—may they be demonic or heavenly to my tongue's delight. I want to be the one to match your outfits (seriously and honestly, this is so lame but if it's with you, I don't even mind matching stripped pajamas).
I want to be a part of every moment of your life. I will engrave them here in my heart so that even if time do come that you may forget, I will be the one to remember for the both of us. So you just do the happiness for me, yeah? If you're happy, then I'm happy. That's how this will work, my angel.
I know I set aside rules, which I know I will be hearing lots from your brother about, but I wanted to be sure you were the priority above anything else.
Keep this in mind (and I will be sticking this to your refrigerator in case you forget):
(1) Stay away from roads. Please, just please do this for me, okay? Para sa peace of mind ko lang. 'Wag ka ring dadaan ng pedestrian lane ng mag-isa. Kailangan may limang tao kang kasama. You know my anxiety issues on roads, Cashmere, so just be safe around roads, okay?
Ayokong atakihin sa puso sa kakapaalala dahil sa kaba na baka pati ikaw mawala.
(2) Let me do the driving. Seriously. The last time you drove, akala ko nasa isang GTA game ako. Wala ka bang takot para sa buhay mo?
As much as I do cherish you, Cashmere, I still won't let you drive the damn car. Kahit magpa-cute ka pa. Hindi ka magda-drive.
I don't want you going to jail because of that. You're not getting younger but you still don't have your license. I trust you with my life but I will never gamble yours. So hands off the wheel, Versiglia.
(3) No matter how cute cats are, stay away from them. Magkaka-allergic reaction ka. I can't afford you sneezing all over and getting sick after. Sakitin ka pa man din. Nakakatakot ka pa man din kapag may sakit, pulang-pula ka. Para kang kamatis na malapit nang sumabog. Just stay with our dogs, okay? Cashiel and the others like it with you, 'wag ka na maghanap ng iba.
Especially not with the cats, please.
Paging all our friends that have cat pets, you are officially banned from our home. I'm serious 😐
(4) Tell yourself that you love yourself while brushing your teeth. Yes, Cash, I saw you doing this. I have this on video. And I'm keeping this in mind too, so I'm just giving you a quick heads up just in case you catch me doing this too.
(5) I'm all in with you managing both your modelling and your part-time baking with Hot Crossed Buns (I swear to whatever, pakiramdam ko napakinggan ko na 'to dati... I just don't know where. And is this even a legit name of a bakery?) but please don't overwork. If you do, I will take a day off from the hospital to be your personal doctor. And an apple won't be enough to keep this doctor away so I'm warning you to watch your rest hours, Cashmere.
I know this is too many for you but I will try my best to always remind you just in case you forget (this is DEFINITELY MOST LIKELY to happen).
This is too long and too cliché already so I'm stopping here. To all who read this long nonsensical description, thank you for successfully wasting your time. Ngayon, inggit ka na dahil wala kang jowa. Go do your thing now and find yourself a Cashmere... but don't find my version of Cashmere because she's mine and I won't give her away, indefinitely.
I can't wait to be a part of your everyday, Cash. And hopefully, your forever too.
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hanselled what the fuck yung second to the last paragraph 🤨 pasikat ka pa diyan, kabagal-bagal mo lang naman dati 🙄 ⤷ gcssius basher ⤷ hanselled anong basher 🙄 I'm just spitting ✨ facts ✨ lang po for you 🤗 ianjade grabe sana all nakakatuluyan ang crush seanmontero graham right here slapping to all of us how lonely we are with our cold, single love lives 🤚🏻 valeantruiz let our response be: magbe-break din po kayo, hindi man bukas pero baka sa future... 😛 jk STAY HAPPY, LOVE BIRDS fnncbrera ✔️ take care of her or I'm burying you alive 😊 ⤷ cashismad kuya naman 😭😭 ⤷ hanselled tama behavior, kuya finn 😌 ⤷ danenmnc ✔️ 🥲💔 ok lng aq haha cashismad this is so sweet 🥺 thank you, gray! I love you! ❤️
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