My Only Girl

Chapter 12

Y/n POV

I feel my body got paralysed at his sudden action...my eyes almost the size of Frying Pan,it felt as if my heart travelled from my chest to my throat...surprisingly ,he was not kissing me,just our lips attached slightly....I didn't felt anything and instead felt numb....there was not any kind of spark or butterfly feeling in my stomach....I wonder how people say kissing gives butterfly feelings in stomach... neither I had kissed anyone before nor I knew the art of kissing....but for the first time in my life.....I felt wanted.
But, I want to know...why he's doing this??

Taehyung POV

Soft and tender, delicate like soft red rose petals, her lips felt like wings of butterfly against my lips...I enjoyed the merry feeling that got erupted inside me....my eyes were closed so I didn't knew what her reaction was but she was still....I wanted to kiss her and not only touch our lips...but suddenly I got the feeling that the thing I was doing was completely wrong and was against her will....

Shit.Shit.Shit!!

I abruptly pulled away from her only to see her stunned reaction....I stood there completely stunned of my action too...what had I done?..why on earth I did that?...it felt for sometime as if someone else was controlling my body.....I've committed a huge mistake, oh my god?!! What should I do now??.... unknowingly,I have assaulted her too....also in that critical condition of hers!!....one thing was very clear now.....she was going to hate me unconditionally....
Only if she knew I didn't do that on purpose....
I felt d-disgusted of myself...not even finding myself in the condition to say something to her....

By the time I contemplated all this, she had loosened her sitting posture a bit which was stiffened before and was watching down on the floor with expressionless face.
I felt afraid of her breakdown....

But then she opened her mouth to say something but I didn't have the corage to listen to her cuz I knew I was the culprit here and cut her off...

"Ta-..."
"I am sorry, Y/n... please forgive me...I didn't meant to do this...if possible please forgive me...."

With that I left her room again and I am sure again leaving her confused and angry of my action.

I don't know how am I going to face her now ever??

Y/n POV

He left.
He said he didn't meant to do that....then why the hell he did that??...what's all this meant to be?...I already feel myself getting tired of all the drama and action that has taken place in my life.... but I can't stop thinking about...the kiss.
Was it even a kiss??( A/u: 😂 Lol)

But that thing doesn't matter now...the thing that matters now is why he kissed me without asking my will?....I know he's not that kind of person...but what if he is??
I am totally stranger here in Korea and don't know many people here....what if Taehyung is trying to play with my feelings??....not to mention but he is too good to be true....I am not sure of his feelings but I know one thing very clearly.... whatever he does....I am not going to fall for him ever....if he's really trying to play with my feelings then for his information,I will not let him.
If he really didn't meant to do anything and this all was just a mistake of his....then also he will remain a good friend of mine here....nothing more than a friend.
I'll never let a stupid mere kiss broke our friendship....but only if he is sorry....of his action.

With all these things running through my now tired mind, I drifted to my dreamland.

I know this is sort of A short chapter but please believe me....it will get better along with the storyline....

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For Liking my story.
Thank you so much....it means a lot...would like to have a talk with you sometime....