My Only Girl

Chapter 22

Taehyung POV

Blinking my eyes to adjust to the warming sunrays falling on my face, I felt a warm soft breath hitting my neck and my own arms wrapped around a cuddly figure. I opened my eyes slowly to note the surrounding around me...only to see Y/n's small figure wrapped around me snuggling...her head was in the crook of my neck and her hands were wrapped around my torso...her legs were snaking all around my legs...my own body was resting merrily in her embrace and I had enveloped her in my arms...the last day's events came running down to my memory and I remembered everything.....for me, it's one of the most gorgeous sunrise of my life...seeing y/n in my arms sleeping peacefully makes me feel ecstatic. I found myself waking up beside someone whom I have started adoring so much... unknowingly....it's making me forget about my previous loneliness. It feels as if it just have evaporated. I feel as if I have gained a sense of fullness and purpose. Everything seems to be coming together and many of the rarest things seem possible for me. What I am feeling right now can't be bounded by words but I can say the least that the feeling is overwhelming, exciting, and it has hit me out of nowhere. I feel myself going through an amazing journey that has opened me up to positive energies I might have missed before. For me...Y/n is like first rays of warm sunshine which I have felt on my bare skin after a snowy winter: enlivening, emboldening, and enlightening. I think I've met a kindred spirit whose light will shine on the darkest spots of my heart. I  feel safe around her to heal those wounds which have been hidden inside the darkest corners of my heart... eating me ever since my childhood. A few days ago, I was not even aware of Y/n's existence and was a loner and depressed soul for whom only his office work was the only thing he could thought of except of his misery....no family, no friends...nothing!!..I have been living life just for my beloved parents...not even for myself...living in my house never felt like a home...the homely feeling which I always yearned for...with each passing year felt like a year has been deducted from my life span...to give me strength to live some more...in hope one day I will be free...but now I do care about my life. I want to live more...I finally feel my life getting meaningful...I feel I have a reason to live...a reason for which I can forget my gruesome past and look forward to my awaiting future....somewhere I think I am getting my answers from God...the answer is...Y/n itself.

A most unexpected turning point in my life...Sometimes, a person walks into our lives and completely changes everything. 

By now, I have came to know that Life is full of unexpected things, and y/n is that to me: the unexpected person for whom....

I think I have fallen for...when I had first saw her, deep inside my heart i knew that I was going to fall for her....
I wasn't looking when I met her...
But she turned out to be everything I was looking for....

I jumped at my sudden confession to myself about my feelings...it's unbelievable...i can't believe that I am capable of this....for me it's out of the world...I was looking at her gratifying sleeping face all the time...I wonder...if is she is a camera?...cuz everytime I look at her, I want to smile. Now I can feel how besotted and utterly infatuated I am by her...I feel myself drowning in overflowing emotions that is making me speechless...I wish I could explain her eyes and how the sound of her voice gives me butterflies. How her smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I'm with her, I feel so complete. She's the best thing I never knew I needed. So,its clear now I need her here...always next to me....cuz...

I am falling for you Y/n...and I only hope you will catch and hold me...

Happy tears were threatening to fall anytime from my eyes and this time I was not going to stop them...I hugged her tight in fear that if she will come to know about my feeling for her...she might will leave me...no!...I can't let that happen.
I looked at her sleeping face and thought," Befor I met you...I never thought anyone would ever make me smile,laugh and capture my heart as fast as you have...I don't know if you feel the same for me or not...cuz it doesn't matter...the thing is I'll make you fall for me...I'll make you fall so hard that when I finally catch you...you won't ever be afraid of anything...I will take things slow because all good things take time...but at last...I'll make you mine and I 'll make you me..." I closed my eyes and attached our foreheads together to let the this all new and heart warming feeling engulf me in its beauty.