My Only Girl

Chapter 17

Taehyung POV

Sitting in the backyard of my house, I was admiring the beauty of sunset sky....I was looking blankly at the clouds that were flowing above my head....
Y/n's angered filled voice was ringing through my head continuously....each and every word she had said held so many emotions all at once....I know that she's been going through so much....I don't know why but there's something about her that I don't know....to be honest I had felt hurt on hearing her words at first but after pondering over it now....I felt sympathy for her....I shouldn't have raised my voice at her....I again made her sad and angry because of my actions....but how do I tell her that....I care for her??...she was being stubborn and I wasn't left with any options...but I was neither expecting her retaliation as well...it was sudden and for the fact nobody ever had raised their voice on me... Not even my parents....she is different...I knew it...she is someone who has the dare to raise her voice on me....object my decision...and also support me...I came to know about this today only in the morning....she had held me in her arms when she saw me trembling with fear and said sweet words to me to calm me down....brought a positive meaning to my dream which I was dreaded of at first  but I soon contemplated with it as a heartful message by my parents to me as she told me to take it In a positive way....

I can't help but....I feel she is someone whom I can trust....she had made my life again meaningful and I feel that I am actually living for someone else also other than my parents.... I need to apologise to her....I am sure she will  forgive me....I will make it up to her.

I ran inside my house with this thought and made my way towards her room...I knocked on it for few times but I didn't got any response...
I got a bit worried and started banging on the door...

"Y/n....please open the door...are you there??"
"Y/n!!!...y/n!!...please respond!!"

"Hey y/n....I want to talk to you...please open the door once"

"Please....you are worrying me now....hey...are you ok!!??"

I gave up and sat on the floor feeling defeated....a few hot tears fell on my cheeks...I felt weak and my throat aching from all screaming that I had done these past few minutes....I slightly again knocked on the wooden door with my fist in hope that she will respond....but she didn't...wait?!!...what was that??!

There was a knock back from the other side of the door and I sat up straight and again knocked on the door...
Again, a knock came back from the other side of the door....and my eyes welled up with happiness and I started crying....I continued it for two times more and again heard the knocks come back from the other side of the door....

I softly called her," y/n ....is that you???...please don't play with me....open the door now...." I said.

I heard a few shuffling from inside and the door knob slightly turned.... cracking open the door with a slit... revealing her face peeking from behind it...my heart ached at her messed up state....her eyes were red with crying and were swollen too.....dry tears were glistening on her red cheeks and her nose was red....
I opened the door totally and she stepped back and I quickly embraced her in my hug....she was startled at first but she responded back by hugging me back with her arms wrapped around my torso....I inhaled her scent....she smelled like red velvet roses and it actually calmed my nerves....she was too crying and so as to lighten her mood...I said
"Hey, I really like your scent....which perfume do you use??...may I know pleaseuu?" I said in baby voice.
She pulled back from the hug and started attacking with her cute hands hitting me continuously on my chest and I laughed.
"Why you did that??...why?... why you left me like that at that time...huh?...I wanted to apologise to you...ya'know......" She continued hitting me and at last I had to stop her by holding her hands in place with my firm hands...she stopped and looked back at me with puppy eyes....omg??!!...she looks so cute with those puppy eyes of hers....
"Well...when did u said that you wanted to apologise to me...did you??....well you didn't...so I left...that's all!"
" Ok...ok..let it be....but....umm...are y-you a-angry w-with m-me??" She stuttered....I looked at her in awe but she soon startled me...
"Hey...what's with that look huh??.!...are you going to answer or not??"
"Yes!...I am very much angry with you..." I decided to play around with her and folded my arms on my chest puffing my upper body slightly... looking away from her...
I don't know what was her reaction....but then I found myself being dragged by her and she made me sit on the couch infront of the big wall tv....and moved back a little and slowly hold her ears between her fingers... pouting a little and started doing sit-ups....
"I am sorry, I am sorry,I am sor-.." she said with each sit up she did take...what was that??...I quickly ran towards her and stopped her from doing anymore.... holding her arms I made her look up at me....
"What were you doing...huh?!" I asked slightly amused.
" I was doing sit ups to apologise from you....you only said that you were angry with me.... can't you see??...." She said looking a bit annoyed puffing her nose but totally looked cute and adorable at the same time...
I couldn't help but chuckle at her childish behaviour....and slightly pulled her close to me holding her between my arms...
" You don't need to apologise to me...okay??...I had forgiven you already before you could even have apologised to me.... according to me it was none of us's mistake...it was just a misunderstanding...I know I shouldn't have raised my voice at you that time...but I wanted to ensure your safety....that's why I was reluctant to make you stay in my house....but then also I will say my sorry to you....I am sorry y/n..."
She was looking at me without blinking an eye....but soon responded.
"Hey...you don't need to apologise again...did you forgot you had already when we were still in the car??...hehe....but I think I am the one who should say sorry to you....you know... sometimes I let my emotions take over me completely and my self pride and ego supply fuel to the fire...I didn't really meant any of those which I had said to you that time...it was just nobody had ever raised his/her voice on me except my mumma and you did...and I am quite serious about my new job...but now I think I didn't mind that at all....atleast someone is their to pull my ears when I will try to be stubborn....I guess...." She laughed a little at last....
I smiled back at her. I was feeling happy to know that I was someone new in her life who had tried to dare with her....quite the same in my case....I chuckled internally.
"Umm....well I will do that only in extreme cases only....after all I am your friend.... atleast I should be privileged to have that much of the right... don't I ?? "
"Yeah...yeah...ok" she chuckled back.