Justice for Kayla

Chapter 5 : Infidelity

I hooked up with Jenna. I had cheated on my boyfriend Cameron but the truth is didn't really care anymore. I was tired of pretending and faking all the time that I was happy with him when I was uneasy around him and didn't feel comfortable anymore, it was beautiful while it lasted but it wasn't anymore.
He was starting to not give a f*ck about me or what surrounded me and I started to off him too.
I started sneaking out some times when he was out for "work" even though I suspected he was also cheating on me, maybe my suspicion wasn't right but I felt better cheating on him if i thought he was doing so too.
We were really happy together and there was no easy way to tell Cameron, the guy who had stayed in New York only for me, despite all of our arguments, that I wasn't in love with him anymore and that I was into this girl now, with the one I had previously cheated on him. How can I tell him this without sounding rude or selfish? Or just without receiving the biggest slap ever...There was no way... I had to keep it a secret for now until I found a possible solution...