Kate's POV
"All she wants right now is Kate." I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. Its been awhile since she's wanted me.
Ever since she found out about Carter's death.
I don't understand why Fury isn't telling the whole story. Carter Brielle did not die in 2016 she died 2o21. Blaze was snapped. She was gone. Alex got the video of Carter's what we thought real death was. This is twice we all thought she was gone and now things just are not adding up.
I met Blaze before the blip, but its not like we grew close until after anyways. Then to find out that Fury used me to control Blaze. I thought I fell in love with her, but was everything set up and forced.
I slipped back into Blaze's room and exchanged looks with Alex. She stood up and leaned down to kiss Blaze on the forehead before leaving me alone with her.
Alex gave up on us as soon as Blaze was in danger. She thought that maybe Yelena was the one Blaze needed to be with, but Yelena proved us wrong. Blaze never got upset with me. The only reason our relationship ended is because she abandon us all.
She looked at me and I frowned. My poor baby, she was utterly heartbroken. To think she was falling in love with Yelena, but then to find out that she tried to kill her sister.
"I'm sorry Kate."
"For?"
"Everything."
I nodded and sat down next to her. "Lock the door. Please." I looked at her confused and she just met my eyes with no expression.
"Everything is going to be okay. I promise." She nodded and then moved over in the bed. "I just don't want to see anyone else. I'm really sorry if that's being selfish Kate, but I just want you to know that I still love you. I never stopped."
"I know. I know."
I knew the day I showed back up. The moment she threw those knives. If she wanted to, they would have hit us. If she wanted to she would have found us when we were gone.
And if she wanted to, she would know if Carter was dead and how. Blaze knows what she wants to know and what she doesn't.
"Come here." I sat up propped against some pillows while she slumped on top of me. Laying her head on my chest and her arms wrapped around my torso while legs laid between mine. I laid one arm around her body while my other was hand continuously moved her stray hairs behind her head.
Repeatedly doing things to relax her just like we used to. She fell asleep on my chest and I couldn't help, but watch her the whole time. I missed this so much. I didn't have my mom or my dad. I had Blaze and I eventually had Alex, but Blaze really was the only other person I truly felt like cared about me since Clint helped me.
Blaze began to stir again. She began shaking and I couldn't decide whether to wake her or not. I was unsure on what to do about anything right now. Blaze's grip around me began to tighten. A few tears escaped her eyes and after continued mumbling I couldn't stand to watch her suffer anymore.
I shook her arm a few times and she woke up again gasping for air. I kissed her forehead and held and face against my chest. Thanks for doing quite the number on her Belova.
I shushed Blaze's cries and tried to calm her down. I pulled her up onto my lap with her legs straddling my lap and her body held close to mine. I tried to rock her a bit and kissed her forehead to give her some type of comfort.
After all I was in love with her.
She finally raised her gaze to look up at me. Her eyes flickered back and forth between my eyes and my lips before deflating back into my chest and crying more. I wanted her so bad right now.
