Kate's POV
I looked over at Blaze who sat silent in front of the fire. I knew she didn't want to betray Fury, but I think its for the best. I knew that they were using us. They used Clint all these years, but he did really good things for the nation and the world.
She looked over at me and slid over to be closer resting her head softly on my shoulder. I knew she was being ripped apart inside. I leaned my head back and kissed her forehead hoping to ease some stress.
"Blaze, talk to me please. I told you I'm here for you, no matter what."
"That's what I'm afraid of." I slid a few inches away to look back her. She's too afraid of me getting hurt.
"You can't always worry about protecting me. I am basically the new Hawkeye, Blaze. I can hold my own just like you do."
"I'm not saying you can't Kate, but do you really think this won't be my fault if anyone gets hurt? This whole situation is so stupid. I think my sister is dead then to find out the next moment that she's alive and most likely evil! Kate how the hell do I deal with this all. I can't take it anymore."
I couldn't help it, but I just always wanted to kiss her when she was upset. I just wanted her to calm down and just escape for a moment. She need a moment to smile about. She smiled into the kiss and that's when I knew it was okay to pull away.
"Anything you go through I go through it with you. I love you Blaze. Me and you forever and always B."
"Forver and always Kate." She smiled as she tackled me to the ground intertwining our legs as we laid next to the fire. She leaned in repeatedly placing small pecks across my face and moved down to my neck beginning to suck on my pulse point.
Her hands roamed my body as she moved from place to place on my neck. I love her so much and I truly am going to do anything for her. She pulled at the ends of my shirt and smiled pressing her lips up against mine again.
I helped her pull my shirt of as she began roaming my body with her hands and mouth stopping across my chest to make sure to leave some solid marks. She paused for a moment looking back up at me and shaking her head.
"We really shouldn't be doing this right now Kate. I think there's other things maybe weighing in with a little bit more importance...like your safety or the fact I don't want to fuck you in the living room because I don't want everyone seeing you naked-."
"Blaze!" I giggled as she pulled my body against hers as tight as possible. I kissed her nose, then her cheek, then slowly pressed my lips against hers again making her cave and do the same.
"You two have a room go to it." Octavia walked in and Blaze smiled at her as I felt my face turn bright red. "Not a bad idea."
"Well you can in a minute. I want to give you an update about Carter's current location."
"Oh okay yea." Blaze sat up pulling my body to have my chest against hers and my legs straddle her lap in order to block the now growing groups view of me. I could feel that my face was on fire.
"Oh just in time." Wanda snickered as she walked in. Wanda always loved Blaze and I together. Although it was supposed to be forced and was planned I really was in love with this girl.
As everyone began talking over plans for the rescue mission I listened silently while she drew patterns on my bare back. Her touch soothing despite the sexual undertones with a room full of people. Everyone's attention was on Blaze making them also have to look at me, but I just didn't care. They've all seen me naked just not in that context.
I didn't tell Blaze, but Alex and I never really got too into it and never took things that far. I just don't see how Blaze has let that situation go so easily. Maybe she's just using me to get over the heartbreak of Yelena.
God what if yet again I'm just being used. Blaze might not even realize what she's doing. She's the master at completing tasks and taking people about, but what does she know about loving someone.
I'm just going to get hurt again.
"Kate. What do you think about it all?" Octavia looked over at me as I took my head out of Blaze's neck and turned around.
"I-I-I think we should just talk about all of this in the morning." I pushed off Blaze's lap grabbing my shirt and going up to our room. I don't care about Carter Brielle. I care about Blaze and at the moment I'm not sure she actually cares about anyone, but herself.
She literally said she's scared of being at fault for anyone getting hurt. Does she actually care about me getting hurt for my sake or her own? God I'm such a mess. I took a few deep breaths as tears began to fall down my cheeks.
"Kate?" I turned around to see Alex and I shook my head. I haven't said a word to her in weeks. With Blaze being gone for two weeks then her coming back and being here for three days. I hadn't talked to many people, but Clint.
I feel so bad that I basically betrayed him.
"What do you want Alex?"
"I know what it looks like when you're overthinking things. What's wrong?"
"I'm not overthinking things; I have too many things to think about." I shook my head as finally looked at her.
"I am in love with Blaze. I truly don't believe that's good for me at all. I'm afraid Alex. I met the Brielle sisters and the three of you have really fucked my life. Carter died, then was alive, then died, now is alive and evil. Blaze and I were pressured to falling in love. I really do and then she leaves and then gets mad when I fall in love with someone else granted it was her sister. Now Blaze just wants me back and I want to as well, but I'm afraid its just a cycle. Then you come in and I started to feel things for you and feel okay for a second then you just left me and pushed me back towards your broken sister! Sorry...that was a lot."
"Yeah it was a lot. However I latched on to it all. Kate, Blaze loves you more than anything on this Earth. She loves you more than me and more than Carter. I can promise you that. She's been struggling with going forward with all of this for the pure fact of your safety. She really can't live without you now."
"She did it for months."
Alex scoffed as she walked into the room closer to sit down next to me. I wasn't crazy for thinking that I was just a luxury in her life. I don't feel like a necessity.
"Everyone told me how big of a pain in the ass she was and yeah things changed a bit with Yelena around, but obviously not enough. She came back to you because that's what she wants."
"Are you sure about that? Or did she come back to me, because I wasn't the one who was sent to assassinate her and her sisters."
"What are you talking about?" Blaze walked over to the two of us and I cursed my self out silently. She wasn't supposed to hear that comment.
"I might have overheard a conversation with Fury and Yelena...she was sent to kill Blaze originally then the mission was to take out all three Brielle sisters. I didn't want to throw that in formation at you with all of the other things going on right now." I stood up walking over to Blaze.
"She's not going to capture Carter because she's being mind controlled now...Yelena's going back to that mission and this time she's making sure the job gets done. That includes killing me."
Oh shit.
