Never knew having a mate would be so hard

really?

                                    I smiled as i walked into school. I havent been here in almost a month so everyone was glad to see me. From what i was told no one liked the substitute. I couldnt blame them i mean i was pretty awesome plus i actually made my classes fun but substitutes usually sucked and never cared if they were interesting or not.

                                   I sat on my desk waiting for my seniors to come in. They all smiled as they sat in their seats."Today you all will be in groups and i want you to give me a presentation on what i have taught you so far." I said.

                          I prayed to god they did well,because i know i didnt like when teachers yelled at me but it sure as hell gave me a wake up call.The first group told me about Mating,the second about heat, and the third slightly dissapointed me. It was mostly made up of my failing students. They tried to tell me the history of our kind,but failed miserably by not even getting the names right. I shook my head disapointed."You know i see something in all of you. Maybe thats because im alpha to most of you and i know what you can do. But when i taught you the history of our kind i really thought that by making it fun and different would help you remember. But i was obviously wrong, i guess by beeing to easy going and by making my lessons fun you thought you could slack off. Its my mistake for trying to be a friend instead of your teacher. I know that im not much older then you and you think i dont know what im doing and i dont but i tried to teach you the way i wanted to be treated." I walked infront of all the groups."Yes you did okay by explaining mating and heat but you just gave a small detail when i gave you huge speeches. Im very dissapointed and as a punishment i will teach you as i was taught with complete boredom. I will teach straight from a book you will take notes and have a test everyweek until you can show me you are actually listening." I spoke. They all looked down at my scolding. The bell rang"Now get out" I pointed towards the door and leaned against my desk.

                     I smiled as my juniors fialled in. I looked at my schedule to see what i was teaching on. I laughed at what i had planned. Last week i gave them a test and they all passed with A's so today i was gonna reward them."Today i wanted to congratulate and tell you how proud i am of you all. Last weeks test that your substitue gave you was probably the hardest for this semester but you all got A's. So to reward you i am giving you the next week as a free week. You all will chose something for everyday and i will be sure to have it happen. If you want to go swimming we will, if you want to have a dance party we will, anything you guys want i will make happen." They all cheered."And just to let you have bragging rights i want you to help me teach the seniors, because they dont seem to be learning anything. We will have to show them whos boss."They all laughed and begane talking. I felt a strange feeling in my stomach. I felt danger coming.''Shh, all of you code red i want you to get into the safty lock"i whispered. They all obeyed as i sent it over the mind link. The teachers and i met in the hallway ready to protect. I could feel something was going to break me today.

              I saw Josiah walking toward me but something was different about him. I could see the evil in him. I felt my lip quiver. I couldnt lose him too."Josiah,babe".I asked. He laughed a deep and evil laugh."How easy it was for me to take over your little mates soul. You know with his fooling around i was able to take him without trouble. To bad you didnt make up earlier. Is the little princess sad? You and i both know you cant kill your mate."His voice sent shivers all through my body. I held my head high. I walked over to him."What do you want?"I asked."I want you. You will love me and let me control you. Join the dark side." He growled. I took a deep breath, i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him, letting out a fake moan as he gripped my butt thinking i enjoyed it. I heard the teachers gasp believing my betrayl. I put my hand over his heart and let my nails grow pushing my hand into his chest and grabbing his heart, I saw his eyes widen."I will kill my mate for my pack. Dont underestimant an alpha." I growled feeling my heart breaking as the evil dissapeared and Josiahs eyes were back. He gripped my shoulders and kissed me."Thank you love."He whispered before his heart gave out. He fell to the ground.I looked at my hand seeing his heart in my hand. I quickly dropped it, not believeing i just killed my mate.

                     I felt tears threaten my eyes"Get everyone home"I whispered as i begain out the door,Josiahs blood still on me. I felt nothing at all only the feeling of eptiness