Never knew having a mate would be so hard

~Raven~

                                My heat slowly faded but my need for Josiah didnt.I walked into the school building in a pair of sweets and a tanktop.I didnt care anymore about the stupid school rule i was principal i could wear what i wanted.I walked into my senior class and groaned.I forgot Brad was in this class.The kid was hot but i couldnt be with him which made me mad.Stupid goddess.

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                              Brad and i were making out on the couch.I could feel just how much he wanted me and i knew i wanted him to.My wolf was perfectly fine with mateing Brad she found him attractive just as i did. He went to take my shirt off,and started kissing down my neck to my breast.His lips felt hot against my nipples as he kissed them through the fabric of my bra.He went to remove it but before we could someone yelled "Stop."We both looked up to see Aliana. I pulled my shirt over my head."What is it Aliana."I asked my heat killing me.As if reading my thoughts Brad rubbed my thigh,to calm me down. Aliana frowned at me."Sweety i love you but i will not allow you to have relations with another other then your mate. Im proud of you not making love with him during your heat but i wont allow this to happen.For a reward of not doing this i give Brad a new mate but Raven from this day forward your heats are going to be unbarable painful,to the point you have to be around Josiah to make you feel better and this is because im tired of both of your stuburness." Then she was gone.Brad pulled away and bowed i knew he was leaving.I felt my heat hit me full force and painfully as well.What sucked was my heat had just started today so i had six days of this.I walked upstairs to my room feeling a sharp pain rip through my body, i groaned as heat overtook my body.I got in my bed and pulled my clothes off until i was in my bra and panties.I curled in on myself.{SELENA I NEED YOU TO COME WITH A SLEEPING PILL AND SOME COLD WASH CLOTHES NOW}i yelled through the mind link.I needed something and i wasnt gonna give in.Selena came in and gasped when she saw me. She layed the was clothes over my body and gave me my pill.I took it and slowly drifted into a restless sleep but at least it was pain free. I woke up 2 days later in absolute pain i could barly stand it gasping for air i had to stop being so stubburn because at this rate i could seriously hurt myself.I pulled on short shorts and a tanktop with sandals.I didnt care if i was ugly or not i was burning up and in alot of pain.I walked dowstairs holding my breath and getting in my car heading to the school knowing my reliefe Josiah would be there.

                         I got out of the car and walked inside all the guys looking at me, ya i look like a slut sue me im in heat i thought. I groaned as a terriable pain went through my body making my cover up a scream with my hand. I let my senses lead me to the football field seeing Josiah shirtless running with the guys. I walked out there and watched but quickly cluthched my stomache it felt like i was on fire as someone stabed me with thousands of swords.Josiah looked over at me with a confused glance.I walked towards him in tears as the pain got worse he went to say something but i colapsed on the ground withering in pain a cold chills even though i was extremely hot.I felt Josiah wrap his arms around me shhhshing me,rocking me back and forth as he picked me up.It was weird but the comfort of my mates arms around me made me feel safe and the pain grew less.He sat me on the bench nealing in front of me between my legs looking up at me."Raven whats wrong"He growled as he saw another tear roll down my cheek,quickly wiping it away."Heat, hurts,need mate"I gasped in a whimper unknown to my ears and really anyone else.Im usually so strong but looking up into my mates eyes broke me and i was vunerable.Josiah sighed kissing my forehead, making me purr."Your mates here baby,shhh im here"He whispered. I noded. He stood up making me whine in disaproval thinking he was leaving me.He cracked a smile which i would have hated because he was finding joy in my needyness.Thats when the bitch showed up."Honey why are you with this whore"She purred in a nasty voice touching me MATE. I growled.You see in heat we become protective of our mates but im not just a normal female i am a female alpha queen. Josiah pulled me into his chest.I purred slightly as he squeezed me."I am not your honey i told you this 4 days ago so back off.And she is not a whore she is my mate"Josiah growled at her.The bitch had the nerve to touch him again while he was holding me.That did it i snapped.Grabing her by the neck i slammed her into the ground."Listen here you whore, from this day forward you will not touch my mate.I have the right to tell you that 1] because im your alphas higher power and 2] im the next queen 3] i know your real mate and can have him reject you 4] he is my Mate so i can at any moment in the laws of our people kill you because we never rejected each other.Thank you for your attention now i want you off my territory this minute."I growled my eyes changing into my wolfs.She screamed running off in tears.Josiah laughed pulling me tight against him.I purred aprovingly when i could run my hands up and down his chest.I looked up at him biting my lip and i saw him groan.He captured my lips in his tugging at my bottum lip causing me to gasp and him to dive his tounge in my mouth.When we pulled away i whimpered from the loss of heat on my lips. He picked me up."I think we need to go home and relax your heat is taking control.I want to mate you when your mind is clear and you want me."He whispered carrying me back to his house where i spent the next 4 days of my heat in his arms.