Never knew having a mate would be so hard

Never again will i leave you

                    I closed my eyes afraid that it was all a dream. There was no way Jude was standing infront of me. I watched him die,i held him in my eyes."Shhh baby dont cry" thats when i realised i was letting out small sobs as tears rolled down my cheeks. Jude whiped them away as everyone was deathly silent. I looked up at him and slowly braught my hands up to put them on his chest. Feeling his chest beneath my hands sent sparks all the way through my body."But i watched you die. I held you in m arms,i went through the seperation."I mumbled. He chuckled and the sound of it sent me to cloud 9."Aliana has given me back to you. Baby im your gift and im never leaving you."He held my face in his hands and leaned down letting his soft plump lips touch mine. I closed my eyes and gripped his t-shirt tighter bringing him closer as i lost myself in his kiss. Our lips moved perfectly together. I felt him bight my lip causing me to open up and allow him to slide his tongue in my mouth.Before it got to heated i pulled away and smiled."Youre really here" He nodded and pulled me close to his body and huged me. Being in his arms was the best feeling in the world. Even though i had Josiah i knew that the love i had felt for him was nothing compared to the love i had for Jude. Jude was my first true mate and i would always love him more then any other man. He went to pull away but i whimpered afraid that if i let go he would disapear. He chuckled and picked me up,i wrapped my legs around his waist tightly."Kids,Alphas,and teachers i think im going to take my mate home. But continue your day and learn all you can."Jude said to everyone before taking me to the car. He sat me down in the seat and quickly got in. We drove to the pack house. He picked me up and carried me up to my room.

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                     I felt myself being laid down on the bed and looked up at Jude he had a sexy smirk on his face as he crawled ontop of me.He bit my lip and allowed his hands to travle up and down my body. He pulled my dress off which suprised me. He looked down at me in appreciation."Its been way too long since i have seen your beautiful body."He growled. The way he said it seemed to turn me on and my god did i want my mate. Be reminded i have only had sex once and it has been a very long time. Im a horny mate.He kissed down my neck and around my bra. I arched my back wanting him closer. He uncliped my bra and pulled it off. I felt his hot warm tongue flick out and hit my nipple sending sharp sparks through my body and making me moan."I love that sound"He mumbled before taking my nipple into his mouth. He licked and nipped at my nipple until it was hard and red like a cherry. By now i was panting and withering in need. He went to my other nipple and repeated the process. He looked up at me as he slowly kissed down my tummy and to my waist.  He pulled my panties down with his teeth which was seriously kinky. He blew on my private making me wetter. He took a deep breath and groaned."You smell so good little mate."He whispered. I felt him start to lick me and his tongue swirl inside me. I gripped his hair missing the feeling of him. He stopped before i could come and crawled ontop of me pulling off his shirt and kicking his jeans and boxers off. He kissed me roughly."Has anyone touched you after i left."I shook my head no."Good this body is mine and mine only to touch."Without warning he thrusted into me causing me to let out a loud moan. I dug my nails into his shoulders as he thrusted into me hard and fast. I moaned as he lifted my hips up to get deeper. When he hit my pleasure spot i gripped onto him tighter knowing i was close to the edge. I screamed his name as i orgasimed. He grunted and cummed inside me. As we were both riding our highs he bit my shoulder and licked it. I felt his mark begin to spread through me making our mate bond grow again.

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                             I curled up to his side and laid my head on his chest."I missed you" He whispered tightning his arms around me."I never wanna lose you again" i mumbled against his chest feeling myself drift into darkness and sleep.

                              When i woke up i tried to reach for Jude but he wasnt there. I got up and quickly pulled on some shorts and a t-shirt running down stairs. I ran into the livingroom feeling tears threaten my eyes and a few fall down my cheek. I couldnt find Jude anywhere."Please tell me it wasnt just a dream."I whispered to myself. I went to the kitchen and saw Jude eating a sandwhich. I ran into him and wrapped my arms around his stomach."Whats wrong babe,why are you crying?"Jude asked checking me for injuries."I thought you were gone."I whimpered. He kissed my mark and i moaned."Never again will i leave you"He mumbled kissing me softly. I grabed his hand after realising he was shirtless and draged him up to my room before pushing him on the bed and straddling him."I want you"I whispered in his ear and grinded against him. For the rest of the day all we did was make love and i swear i will never get tired of it.