Amöré Iñvisibilè || Markhyuck

IX

After the conversation with Jaemin, Mark has found a new confidence. He used to be afraid that Hyuck will never return his feelings. Seeing no smile on the younger's face always made him feel down. If Hyuck doesn't have any reason to unhappy, why doesn't he smile? This question kept running in his head. His head was filled with thousands of negative thoughts.

But after hearing Jaemin's words, those thoughts faded away. There are many people who don't like to show how they are feeling. They tend to do show their emotions secretly. Maybe Hyuck is one of them.

Jaemin's words were enough to give him the courage. And that's why he has decided that he will confess his love to Donghyuck. When he thought about confessing, he felt like he should kill himself . Because till now , he's never took Hyuck to somewhere special. He's never took him to a date. Well, it's not totally his fault. Their situation wasn't too good. He was confused about Hyuck. He was afraid that he won't like these kind of things which were acceptable.
But now, Jaemin has confirmed it that Hyuck is not expressive. That means, he won't dislike these things. He always takes care of him. He cares for him so much. He has never say no to him. So of course he doesn't hate him. And that's enough for Mark.

For now.

He knows some places where he can take Hyuck to. But he needs to make it more special. He wants to make their first date so memorable. He wants to make Hyuck happy and loved. He needs to think properly before planning everything. But first, he needs to ask him if he is free this weekend or not.

When he reached home, Hyuck was already there to tend him. He placed a kiss on his cheek and went upstairs to take a shower. After the shower , when they were having dinner, Mark decided to ask him. He was nervous a little. But he managed to ask him at last.

"Umm Hyuckie are you free this weekend?"

Donghyuck looked up and nodded his head.

"O-ok. Actually I was thinking maybe we can go on a date this Sunday?"

Mark looked closely to find any kind of emotion on his face. He wanted to know if Hyuck is really okay with going on a date with him. Yes he kept Jaemin's words in his head but still he wanted to confirm. But It was in vain. He couldn't find any emotion on his face.

"Yeah sure." He answered with a robotic tone and started to eat again.

Mark smiled and nodded his head.

It's ok.

When Sunday came, Mark became so excited and also really nervous. He is excited because finally he is confessing his love to Donghyuck. And nervous because he doesn't want Hyuck to hate him. He doesn't want him to be angry at him. There was a part of him which was afraid to see hate in his eyes.

Mark got dressed up and waited for Hyuck to come. He looked at himself and fixed his coat again. He wants to look best tonight. After a few minutes Hyuck came down. He is capable of making Mark's heart go crazy. But when he dresses up like this, Mark starts to lose his mind.

He came closer to Mark and fixed his suit. Mark then noticed that one of his shirt button wasn't done properly.
So embarrassing.

"You are looking so beautiful Hyuckie " Mark said breathlessly, looking at him without blinking.

Hyuck nodded his head and looked down. Mark smiled thinking that maybe Hyuck got shy . That's why he is not looking at him.

"Shall we go?" Mark asked softly.

When he nodded his head, Mark took his hand into his and left their house. As usual, Mark opened the car door for him and then got into himself. When he started the car, Hyuck looked outside of the window. He wanted to talk to him but he let it be as he was so nervous. After about 20 minutes, they reached a place. Mark again opened the car door for Hyuck and took his hand like a gentleman. The place looked like a garden . But it's not entirely a garden. It's sort of a forest but it's not wild. It looked like a private property with lots of decorations. It's decorated really well. There was no one around .

Mark led Donghyuck to the end of it .
When they finally reached the spot, Hyuck's eyes widened. It's really beautiful.

"Wow it's so beautiful " He exclaimed, looking at the decorations and all. He liked the river beside it. It looks so romantic.

When Mark heard the compliment, he felt giddy inside. For the first time, he is seeing Hyuck like this. Hyuck liked this. It means a lot to him. He happily led him to the table and sat down. There were various kind of foods. He knows his favourite so he ordered them all.

They ate in silence while enjoying the beautiful scenery in front of them. Mark couldn't eat too much though. He was too nervous. When they finished their dinner, a song started to play. It was a romantic love song which was making the atmosphere more romantic.

Donghyuck looked around and felt good. Everything seemed so beautiful to him. He was feeling fresh . And then suddenly Mark came to him, asking for his hand.

"Can we dance ?"

Hyuck looked at Mark's eyes and saw the beautiful glint in them. He has never looked at his eyes like that. They are really beautiful. Just like his whole face and personality . He took Mark's hand and both of them stood in the middle.
Mark placed his hand on his waist while the other boy placed his on Mark's chest and shoulder. They started to dance along with the song. Mark couldn't take his eyes off him. He looked so beautiful under the moonlight.

He was glowing. Even the moon looked dull before him.

" I love you Hyuckie "

Those words left his mouth before he could stop them. He felt so good to finally let those words out. Donghyuck stopped on his track. He looked at Mark with wide eyes. He's never thought that Mark would confess to him like this.

Mark cupped his face and whispered again,

" I love you so much Hyuckie. The day I first saw you , you made a place in my heart. Whenever I look at you, I always think how I got so lucky. You are a beautiful person. You are more beautiful by heart. And I love that about you."

He gulped and stared at Mark who had a smile on his face. When Mark noticed his shocked face and uneasiness, he said hurriedly,

"You don't have to say anything sunshine. It's ok. I just wanted to let you know that's it. I am not expecting anything from you. I wanted you to know how much I love you. I wanted you to know that I want to make you happy. I want you to know that I will be always with you until my last breath. If you want of course. I will wait for you till the end. "

Donghyuck didn't utter a single word which made Mark's heart hurt. But it's fine with the elder. He will take Jaemin's advice. He will give him time. He will wait until the younger opens up.

Mark caressed his cheek and placed a kiss on his head. They say people who gets their loved ones in their life , are the happiest. But one thing they don't know.

There is a different pleasure in one sided love. This love has no expectations, no commitments, no fights, no crying.

There is only love.

Pure love.