Amöré Iñvisibilè || Markhyuck

XVI

Mark reached home with a blank mind. He is confused , hurt hopeless and he doesn't know what to do about it. He doesn't have anyone to talk about it. He doesn't have any friends with whom he can talk , take advices.

After the marriage, for the first time, he felt so alone. He doesn't know why. But he is sure about one thing which is if there is a person who can answer all his questions, it will be Yangyang. He is the one who will answer all his questions.
He sighed heavily and took some deep breaths before walking to his and Donghyuck's room. When he reached the room, he saw Hyuck was folding some of his clothes.

He stared at him for a long time and tried to find any calmness or happiness on Hyuck's face.

But he didn't find anything. He looked calm but....

He didn't seem to be happy at all.

After folding all the clothes, he turned around and saw Mark. He didn't notice him at all.

"Mark....you came back" He said and came closer to him to give a kiss on the lips.

For the first time since their marriage, Mark started to think his affections are fake and forced. Yes, he has never seen him happily giving him affection but he didn't think they will be forced too. He always forced himself to think that Donghyuck is naturally like him.

It never came in his mind that he may do all the things forcefully. Mark didn't think he is that kind of person who won't voice out his thoughts. He has always seen Hyuck as an independent guy who rules his own life.

He is confident and knows what he is doing.

Hyuck agreed to this marriage without making any scene according to his parents and that's why it never came in his mind. A person like Donghyuck who makes rules would never do something he doesn't like. He felt like a fool to never think about that. He should have asked him personally or should have confront Hyuck when he had the doubt.

And there is a another feeling that has started to suffocate him.

Regret .

"Mark??" He called for Mark who spaced out thinking about all the stuff.

"Huh?"

"Are you ok??" He asked. His eyes were showing concern.

"Yeah I am ok" Mark said and gave him a small smile.

"Ok. Let's have dinner. Mom and dad are waiting for us." He said and held Mark's hand before leaving the room.

Mark stared at his side profile and then looked at the pictures that were hung on the wall.

He felt like he ruined Donghyuck.

After the dinner, Mark and Hyuck both returned to their room. Mark went to change . He did the same. When Mark was about to lay on the bed, he hugged him from behind. Mark felt his heart skip a beat feeling his body on his back. He gulped down his saliva but didn't move
an inch. He stood there motionless, waiting for him to say something.

But when the other didn't say anything ,he turned around and looked at him. Hyuck leaned towards Mark and kissed him passionately. Mark was taken aback a little but soon kissed back.

They kissed for a while. Both are getting closer to each other's body. Mark was about to run his finger under Hyuck's robe but suddenly everything came back in his mind like a flash of light. He immediately broke the kiss and stared at Hyuck with an unreadable expression but he couldn't caught it.

He thought Mark wants to kiss his neck now because this is what he does after breaking the kiss. He put his hand on the back of Mark's head and guided him towards his neck. But this time Mark didn't do anything which made him confused.

He looked at Mark with questioning eyes and asked,

"What's wrong??"

Mark gulped down his saliva and shook his head. He doesn't know want to say or what to do right now.

"Nothing."

He stared at him for a few seconds before leaning on to kiss him again but this time Mark stopped at him before he could touch his lips. He looked at Mark with an embarrassed face and Mark felt bad instantly. He was regretting it actually. For the first time , he could see something on Hyuck's face and it had to be embarrassment.

"W-what's wrong?? Don't you like the dress?? Should I change this?? " Hyuck asked showing his beautiful robe to Mark.

It's Mark's favourite actually. He has bought it for him and was so excited to see him in this robe for the first time.
He intentionally put it on tonight for Mark. Mark felt his heart hurt badly when he heard the insecurity in his voice. He doesn't want that. He isn't liking this at all.

He still loves the younger with all his heart.

He again started to think about his behaviour. Right now he is being the perfect husband. He is approaching Mark. But it can be because Mark wanted him in the afternoon. He is taking care of him.

Not himself.

It must be forced. Hyuck is doing this because he wants it. Because on his face there is no want , no lust, no love.

Nothing.

He sighed and looked at Hyuck again.

"No it's really beautiful Hyuckie. There is nothing wrong with it" Mark said caressing his cheek.

"T-then am I not looking good?" He asked again lowering his head. He seemed so embarrassed.

"No! Oh god no Hyuckie. You look so beautiful. You always do." Mark said again.

"Then what?"

Mark sighed. How would he explain his inner turmoil to him. He doesn't want to explain actually. He doesn't want Donghyuck to know.

He started to kiss Hyuck again. He couldn't bear the embarrassed look on his face anymore. It hurts a lot. Anyone in the world who approaches someone and then gets rejected will be embarrassed. He saw it on his face and he doesn't want that.

His Hyuckie is confident. He will always be.

Even if he doesn't stay his anymore.
Soon Mark undressed Hyuck and made him lay on the bed. He hovered over him and started to kiss neck. He got a lube bottle and coated his fingers. He pushed one finger inside Donghyuck while sucking his nipples.

He wants to finish it as soon as possible. He doesn't want to torture him anymore.
After the preparation, Mark undressed himself and pushed his dick inside Hyuck. It wasn't slow like the last time.
It was fast and rough. But he didn't complain.

He held Mark closed and let him fuck him as usual. While fucking him, Mark's mind went back to all the possibilities. He was fucking him but still he didn't feel like his . Hyuck wasn't his and that made him want to cry. He didn't think only one sentence from Yangyang will change him like that.

But this is the truth. Donghyuck was happy before his marriage. He has got enough proof.

Jaemin lied to him.

And now the happy and smiley Donghyuck is gone. And it's because of him. It's because of their marriage.
He felt so much anger. He started to fuck Hyuck madly which made him come fast and soon he came into the younger.
He pulled out and laid beside Hyuck, breathing heavily.

He closed his eyes and tried to regain his breath. When he opened his eyes again, he saw Donghyuck looking at him .

"Are you ok?" He asked softly which made Mark feel bad again.

He is unhappy and still he is thinking about him.Mark sighed and kissed his forehead.

"I am fine"

He nodded his head and fell in sleep.
Mark stared at the ceiling and thought about the worst possibility.

Did he have a lover??