Secrets I have held in my heart

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A week later, and Jisung had heard nothing from Minho.

He didn't think much of it since they weren't very close to begin with, but did this mean Minho felt nothing after what happened at Chan and Changbin's dorm?

He felt confused, but swallowed down his feelings to pretend it was nothing serious.

Walking into his dance lesson, Jisung sat on the floor next to Hyunjin and listened to the teacher speak.

"I'm gonna put you guys into pairs and I want you guys to come up with a couple's dance no matter who I put you with, got it?" To be honest nobody really liked the dance teacher as he was too up-tight, but this made Jisung's heart sink a little bit and he prayed to every God that he was put with Hyunjin since he hadn't gotten the chance to talk to anyone else in the class yet, aside from Minho obviously.

"Okay the first pair will be Hyunjin and Ryujin." shit. That's Jisung's hopes of being with Hyunjin gone.

He also realised that he'd probably be put with a girl since this man probably has no idea what homosexuality is.

Wooyoung was put with Yeji and Yeonjun with Momo, which left Jisung, Soojin and Minho.

"Sir, I can't do the couple's dance remember? I said I wouldn't be in on the day we do the final dance, sorry" Soojin looked at the teacher and Jisung sympathetically, Jisung inwardly panicking.

'Soojin, please' Jisung inwardly begged, registering the fact that he'd be put with Minho if not with her and he didn't know if he could take that.

"Ah yes, I remember reading the letter your mother gave me. Jisung, you're with Minho." He grumbled, giving no room for excuses.

He went over to his computer to email everyone the link to the song that they would need to dance to before packing up his things and leaving them to it, the song being 'You?' by Two Feet.

Jisung uncomfortably stood still in his spot, staring at the floor in a trance trying to process everything until he felt a grip on his arm causing him to flinch.

"are you just gonna stand there or what? we have a dance to learn and I don't plan on failing because your incompetent ass decided to stand around the whole time." Minho complained, dragging him over to the door.

"we have multiple dance studios in this school, we're going to the one next door because I don't want to do this in front of other people." Minho stated, Jisung just nodding along as he got dragged into the room.

He felt his heart beat faster as his mind went wild with what could happen in there, since 'things' seem to always happen when they're alone.

He decided to ignore that feeling, guessing that none of that would be happening since Minho was so serious about this dance.

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"Okay and then at the end I want you to jump and wrap your legs around me, and push me down to the floor and pretend to kiss me as if we are lovers that haven't seen each other in years, got it?" Minho puffed as he was already tired from practicing this whole dance, they were lucky it was their last class of the day.

They only had the end to do before they had done the whole choreography, meaning they just had to practice it during their other dance lessons.

"wha- uhm okay." Jisung let out a breath, getting ready to run up to Minho.

He got a good head start, reaching Minho and doing as he told, lifting himself from the ground and putting his legs around Minho, feeling arms wrap around his back.

Minho fell backwards as he said he would, landing on the mat and grunting from the impact.

Jisung leaned down, leaving a small gap between them but deciding on not pretending to kiss him and just remaining still since it was only a practice.

Minho clearly had other plans though, and tilted his head forward enough to let their lips meet.

It was only a short, soft kiss and he flopped his head back onto the floor as he held Jisung's thighs loosely, heaving out a sigh of exhaustion.

It was only then that Jisung realised they were in a slightly awkward position, choosing to get up and weakly help Minho up too.

"do you want to come to my house tonight? my kitchen is rather big so I suppose we could practice in there." Minho suggested, going over to pick up his bag, swinging it over his shoulder and pushing his hair back.

"uh sure, why not. I don't think I have any homework-" Jisung agreed, picking up his own bag.

"great, come with me."

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It was already dark outside as they were nearing Minho's house, the winter days being short.

The street lights illuminated the pavement, and the area Minho lived looked a little scary in the dark.

They arrived at a fairly pleasant looking two story house with a bay window one side of the front door and a slightly smaller one on the other side. Some nice plants decorated the front of the house from what Jisung could see.

Following behind Minho, the older unlocked the door and opened it to an unlit house.

He flicked on the lights of the hallway, brightening it up and allowing Jisung to view the decor.

He had a few family photos hanging on the wall along the wall up the stairs, and a healthy looking plant on the left side of the front door.

The hallway had a door right on the left, one on the far right and one at the end of it.

Minho walked into the one on the left, clicking on the lights to reveal a decently sized lounge, a grey couch along the wall connecting to a hallway, a nice window seat at the bay window and a TV in the corner opposite the door.

On the other side of the lounge was a dining room that was connected to it and another door on the right.

The curtains were all already drawn shut, Jisung assuming that Minho didn't bother to open them in the morning.

There was a fireplace on the wall opposite the sofa, and a large fish tank next to it. Beside the fish tank was a very small wall to separate the dining room and the living room, another one on the other side creating a type of archway.

On the other side of the little wall next to the fish tank sat a cat tree, making Jisung knit together his eyebrows in confusion before he turned to his right, seeing Minho stood next to him with a ginger and white cat cradled in his arms.

Jisung's mouth dropped open and immediately went over to the cat, tickling its head and chin.

"This is Soonie" Minho told, pulling out his arms and offering the cat to Jisung.

The younger happily took it, holding it in his arms and giving its head a kiss.

"he's so cute" Jisung pouted, looking into its eyes.

"I know, but he's mine so don't even think about it." Minho chuckled dryly. "i have two others, the one in the cat tree is Dori and Doongi must be upstairs in bed" He informed, taking Soonie from Jisung's hold.

"I love kitties" Jisung smiled, secretly hoping for Minho to reciprocate it but of course he didn't.

"I think we should practice before it gets too late" Minho reminded, walking over to the door in the dining room.

It led to a well sized kitchen with plenty of floor space in it for them to dance in.

In the right corner stood a door, Jisung looking through it to see the hallway and front door.

"okay, let me just get the song up on my phone and we'll start from the begining shall we?"

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A/N: school is starting in a couple days so I'm gonna pre write a billion chapters :)
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