Maybe I just wanna be yours | Minsung

Wanna be yours

A/N: this chapter will be going in and out of POV's

Jisung found it hard to talk to anyone other than Jeongin at this point, sometimes even too down to leave his dorm and this was dropping his grades.

Minho on the other hand, was doing pretty well for himself acidemically, but not so well mentally.

Some nights he would get drunk in his apartment to drown out his feelings that he doesn't even understand, hoping he'd wake up in the morning and for it all to have been a bad dream.

"is it okay to feel like this?" Jisung asked himself, tracing circles on his tummy as he looked up at the ceiling.

He didn't really feel anything anymore, just numb and he couldn't tell if that was good or bad.

"what do you mean we're going to Italy for a year? Mum... I have a life here that I'm not ready to leave" Minho's heart dropped at his mum told him the news.

"I've gotta talk to Minho, I can't hide how I feel any more" Jisung got up determined, already mapping the way to his house in his head.

"I didn't even have time to pack, what am I supposed to do?" Minho asked his mother, feeling down about leaving his life behind.

"you have ten minutes to shove some important stuff in your suitcase, I'll be waiting in your dad's car outside" she told, already leaving the room and closing the door behind her.

"if my calculations are correct... I should be there in ten minutes" Jisung said to himself as he bolted out the door, not having to explain himself to Jeongin who luckily wasn't there.

Minho's mum knocked on the door lightly, opening it without awaiting an answer from him.

"We've got to go now or we'll be late for the flight." She informed, coming over to help him put the rest of his stuff in to his bag to speed up the process.

"I don't want to go.." Minho muttered to his mother.

"I know you don't, but it'll be good for our work and I'm sure you'll make new friends so no need to worry about that" it's not that easy, though.

Approaching Minho's house, Jisung was confused as to why there was a man waiting in a car outside.

He turned to see the older boy walking out the door with a woman and a suitcase.

"Minho?" Jisung spoke up, catching the older's attention whose eyes widened when he made eye contact with the younger.

"what are you doing here? I have to leave.." if Jisung didn't know him well enough  then he'd assume he was completely fine, but he could hear the upset undertone in his voice.

"where? why?"

Jisung saw Minho's facade completely change and it looked like he had to compose himself to sound more angry with Jisung than he actually was. "that's none of your business, just know I won't be back for a while."

His mother stood awkwardly between them, not sure why there was such a tense atmosphere between the two.

"Gosh Minho" she playfully slapped his arm. "don't be so rude. Sorry about him honey, but we're off abroad for a year due to me and his father having to change work"

Jisung made eye contact with Minho again, feeling tears build up in the bottom of his eyes threatening to spill out.

He looked at Minho as if to ask 'is that true?' and he saw almost every wall Minho had ever been building up come crumbling down into pieces as he watched Jisung try his hardest not to break down in front of him and his parents.

Minho turned away when he felt a tear fall down his cheek, getting in the car and shutting the door.

I shouldn't cry, I never cry.

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A/N: I know this is short but 1) I'm not motivated thanks to school and 2) Its kinda a filler so wouldn't make sense if I started writing the next chapter in this one if that makes sense.
Also I'm probably gonna post every  few days instead of every day if that's okay with y'all <3
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