Maybe I just wanna be yours | Minsung

I wanna be your setting lotion

After Jisung had fallen asleep from exhaustion, Hyunjin lay him down and snuggled him up under the duvet.

He felt like he shouldn't have, but kissed his forehead anyway before leaving the room and softly closing the door behind him.

He finally let himself break properly as he slid down the door leaning his head back and covering his face with his hands, his whole body trembling as sobs wrecked his system.

All he wanted was Jisung, all he wanted was to have him as his own.

Throughout the two years of Minho's dissapearance the two had gotten so close to each other. They would go out for walks most nights in the dark, talking about anything and everything, deep conversations letting them get to know each others everything.

Hyunjin knew Jisung, and Jisung knew Hyunjin. He felt so broken that he was losing his fight to a man that treated Jisung like absolute shit, leaving him in the dust for way too long because he can't handle his own damn emotions.

He couldn't stand the thought of seeing the younger with Minho if they ever got together, being all lovey-dovey and doing everything Hyunjin wished he could do for Jisung. Hell, he'd give him the entire universe if he really asked.

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"Minho... if you wanted to stay why didn't you?" Chan asked, having just listened to Minho say everything there was to of how he felt about Jisung.

"I don't fucking know" Minho choked out, still crying but much less than before.

Chan had wrapped a blanket around his shivering body, the younger just realising how cold and wet his clothes were after he had calmed down just enough to think somewhat clearly.

"look, I can't guarantee everything will be okay, but if you really want him you've got to show it. Don't let your guard get in the way because all it's going to do is hold you back" Chan concluded. He stroked the brunette's back, a final attempt at calming him down as he had nothing after that.

"Channie I... feel weird" Minho vocalised after he had stopped crying, his face remaining damp with tear stains still.

"hm? how so?" Chan sat down next to him, placing the hot chocolates that he had just made for the two of them down on the coffee table.

"small..." Minho mumbled, feeling dumb and trying to get the feeling to go away.

He often feels weak after he cries, tends to huddle himself under his blankets. But he had never cried this much before, and felt weaker than ever.

"small?" Chan repeated, not quite getting it.

Minho didn't have to explain, however, as it was as if a lightbulb had lit up in Chan's mind when he turned to look at the boy again.

"do you feel, younger, perhaps? less like an adult?" He questioned, doubting if this was really true.

"just feel.. little" Minho didn't exactly know how he felt himself, just knew he wanted to curl up and hug the blanket tighter.

"fuck" Chan tested, to see how he'd react knowing big Minho didn't care about swearing as he did it all the time.

"don't say that..." Minho responded, looking sad.

"I knew it" Chan muttered mostly to himself, feeling mildly shell-shocked with this new found discovery of his.

Minho just looked up at him through glossy eyes, staring at him softer than he ever has.

Chan didn't exactly know what to do, having no experience with a little of any kind before.
He assumed Minho wasn't much of a little, but knew it would be some type of coping mechanism for when he gets sad as he is not used to feeling that way.

"do you want cuddles?" Chan asked, looking down at the small boy across from him.

He just nodded, shuffling to get comfier as Chan laid his body beside him. He wrapped his arms around his body, letting Minho snuggle into his chest and bask in the warmth of his body.

He held him close, forgetting he was ever mad at him and letting him be comforted so tenderly as he began to drift off to sleep in his arms.
(a/n: tiny Minho is killing me :( he's a big bad boy on the outside but on the inside he is just a tiny puppy🥺)

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Hyunjin had called Felix, tears still spilling rapidly from his eyes as he begged him to come and pick him up and let him stay at his dorm so he could look after Jisung instead.

Hyunjin couldn't stand to look at the younger, having walked back into the room he was asleep in and feeling his heart tear apart into little pieces.

Felix showed up as quickly as he could, staying on the phone with Hyunjin the entire journey to calm him down.

As soon as Hyunjin opened his apartment door to let Felix in he threw himself at him, causing the younger to stumble back with the sudden weight.

Felix held the taller's sides, stroking them up and down as he let him sob into his shoulder.

"Wooyoung is in the car, he'll drive you to the dorm baby" Felix hushed, placing his bag with things in it for the night down so he could properly hug Hyunjin's shaking frame.

It was as if Wooyoung read Felix's mind, trailing in and seeing the boy being clung on to.

He was hardly close with Hyunjin, but they were happy to be around each other in their old dance class. He felt okay to walk Hyunjin to the car after Felix handed the boy over to him, Wooyoung stroking his back and wrapping Hyunjin's arms around one of his own arms for him so he could cling on to something.

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A/N: stop why am I making all the tops complete babies and Felix the bottomest of bottoms act like a soft Dom 😔
Anyways sub top Minho anyone??
I'll probs make him Dom most of the time but yknow he's kinda tiny now so I can see him being a sub sometimes.