I Fell for You: Glance

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Dear Diary..

If it's possible to dream

I'd swim through the clouds, I'd do anything I like and I'd go all around the world

to me, it seemed that life is incomplete before I achieve them..

but lately my wishes narrowed to two: a settled heart and a calm mind

well, unless I'm with him

with him, it's a lot of feelings, it's ups and downs, it's a vivid rainbow
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but now it's mixed to become gray

[Throwback]

[Marie's Pov]

Since I finished the main task, this evening I finally went to the room Minwoo kept talking nonstop about.

and to be honest, it worth the exaggeration, it's really nice in here... beds, tables and all, it looked like a comic themed cafe except that it's a room where you can get your job done at, or rest as you like

"Wah"

I stopped all of a sudden to look at the overall room before I enter but someone hit me from behind

"I'm so sorry!" He freaked

"It's o.." It's Taehyung?!

"..kay, my bad"

"I'm the one who hit you"

"It's alright"

"Marie! Here! Here!" Luna my teammate raised her hand with an excitement

"Why are you that happy? don't tell me.. Did it?!"

"Yes!!! they approved it!! your first project is officially done, you can send your report to your supervisor now, right?"

"Yeah.. heh" I smiled and opened my notebook and laptop

I saw the reflection of Taehyung on the screen, he's sitting on the bed behind me writing, I didn't greet him... It was awkward anyways...

our eyes met through the reflection so I turned the laptop on immediately

I've been writing for four hours now and I barely feel my neck

"I'm exhausted, a nap wouldn't be a bad idea in this room" I rested my head saying so and woke up to a call

Once I opened my eyes I saw him, he's still here, and we're all alone...

"Hello" I responded to the call with a sleepy voice

"A.. Yes! ..um.. But.. I'M! YES.. IT's.. Yes" yelling is all I hear so I moved my phone away from my ear in every word he yelled as it's too loud

"You haven't sent me any report yet! slow progress from the start is not acceptable at all! I knew I should've sent someone else"

"But I did send it.. and it's finished, the whole project is done.."

"I DID NOT REC.."

"your junk.. you may find it there.."

"I.." he hung up on me but called me right away

"It's not as I told you"

and here we are... I'm sure he's mad at something and chose me to throw all his anger on

"Sir, I did follow all the instructions you asked me to follow. I'm sorry I have to finish the new task as you requested, I have to go" I ended the call and saw Tae staring at me

Sure, what a weirdo he'd think.. but whatever... I'm too mad to even care

"Sorry for the chaos" then I closed the laptop in disappointment, I'm burning in madness, we worked really hard but not a single compliment, I was about to cry but I held it in and got out.

[Tae's pov]

earlier that day I went to the rooftop to write and empty my thoughts as I usually do. I walked in while flipping the pages, but they were all filled with crossed-out words

"Oh..?"

It's always empty at night due to the long stairs, but today I saw her there singing, her voice was soft and angelic but her lyrics were sad

"It's hard... when life confesses that it hates you and likes it when you're in pain, even the glimpses of hope I had turned off, even the people I trust let me down, I can't find myself anymore I swear I tried, I'm too exhausted to the point that I don't care anymore. I don't remember the last time I spoke up I kept it all inside"

it somehow inspired me to complete it,
I felt somehow related

"when will I believe that keeping it all in there exhausted me? but how do I keep my life together after that, how do I find myself again... I felt sorry for my notebook I have nothing and no one to write about but disappointments, I crossed everything after filling it

I'm sorry for interrupting you, your voice is amazing by the way.. I'll leave now. I'm sorry"

"W.."

and I left.. immediately, leaving her with no chance to say anything