chapter 1

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So, I´m Sarah, 19 years old and live in Oxford, England. I live with my parents and my sister, Anne, in a big country house just outside the city. I´ve finished high-school last year, and I´ll take a beak the upcoming year before I start my study. I´m planning to make some money so I can move out, when I go to the university. But it all ended up different than I expected.

Sarah´s provo

So, it all started when my sister got a boyfriend. She was talking about him all the time, and I was getting really annoyed. I was angrily eating my potatoes while she was saying how sweet and handsome he was. I sighed a little bit too hard. She looked at me, mad and confused. I regretted it immediately.

´You know, you are always complaining, there´s nothing else you can do´ she started her preach. ´Can´t you just be happy for me that I finally found someone I really like? Is that too much to ask for?´

I looked down at my plate, where there was nothing left but mashed potatoes. I gave my mom  an innocent look, but she wasn´t listening to anything my sister said. My dad, who sat across of me, was clearly enjoying this. He had a smile on his face, but looked away to hide it from my sister. I know that he thinks it´s funny when my sister gets angry at me. My sister catches my glance and looks at my father.

´Are you laughing? Do you think this is funny? Because I don´t. You guys don´t ever take me serious.´

I see the tears in her eyes and I feel a bit sorry. It wasn´t my intention to make her cry. She grabs her half-empty plate and storms off to her room. I see the desperate look on my dad´s face and whisper;

´Don´t worry, it was my fault´.

I get up and walk up to my sister´s bedroom. I can´t stand her undue behaviour, but I hate fighting. I have to make it up. I knock lightly on her door and I hear her whisper trough her tears;

´Go away´.

I open the door and see my sister laying on her bed with her head underneath the pillow. She lifts her head when I enter her room and I see the persuaders of her black mascara on her pillow. I go and sit on the and of her bed and put my arm around her shoulder.

´Hey, Anne, I´m sorry, I didn´t mean to hurt you, you know that. Tell me more about that guy.´

You say reluctantly. But you know that your sister likes to be asked about him. She blushes a bit and starts telling;

'So, I met him about a week ago at a party of my friend. She knew him because he was her cousin. He didn´t know anybody at the party and he was just standing there, in a corner looking in his drink. I thought it was kind of piteous and decided to go to him and make a little talk. I walked torch him and he smiled at me´

My sister blushes again and I smile, she really likes this guy. ´So, we ended up talking the whole evening and I gave him my number. He called me this morning to meet again tomorrow night´

She said and her eyes sparkled. I felt sorry I have been so selfish

´I´m so happy for you hunny, when are we going to meet him´ I teased and gave her a wink. She grins and whispers

´Meh, I don´t know´ I laughed and stood up.

´You´re coming for the dessert?´

´Yes, sure´ mumbled back.

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OKAY, it's me from chapter 11, ermm, i'm so ashamed it's so bad, i promise it'll get better soon. Please keep reading ;) (btw, it's my first fanfic and i'm from the netherlands, so i'm sorry for all the misstakes

thanks peeps :) xo

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