Bad Habits (Shameless)

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                         CHAPTER 6

"Yeah, here

Inhale the smoke and then slowly throw away what's left" - Samara explained to Debbie, leaning the cigarette to her lips.

"So Debs, do you really wanna keep the baby? I mean you're only fifteen, and have a baby takes big responsibili-"

"I don't care, I'm completely ready to be a mom, I also red a manual for it, and no one can make me change my mind." - Debbie interrupted her, giving her back the cigarette, as Samara was looking at her with a confused look

"There's a manual for it?" - the girl asked confused, as Debbie took off her purse a giant book, leaning it to Samara.

"What the actual heck-"

"It's not that weird, it's useful, especially for teen moms like me, Ronnie and Monik used this to, they gave it to me" - she said opening the book and starting reading it aloud.

"OK, OK GOT IT" - Samara stopped her, closing the book and throwing it away 

"What the fuck Samara, I NEED THAT BOOK" - Debbie shrieked to the girl,trying to catch the book as Samara stopped her.

"Listen to me Debbie, you're too young to have a baby, you don't even have a job, how'd  you think you can grow that child without any money? You can't. And plus,

You will no longer be able to attend school because of all the things you'll  have to do with the child and you will not be able to live your life as a fifteen year old! "-Samara tried to explain, but Debbie was too convinced, she probably didn't even listen to her.
She will keep the baby, By now her  head had decided so, and no one would have been able to change her  mind.

" Listen Samara, It's certainly not you to decide if I should keep the baby or not, I will decide, and Derek will help me, we will raise the baby together and we will create a beautiful family, because he loves me. And I repeat, you, Fiona and anyone else trying to change my mind, they won't, I decide on my body. Good night."- Debbie stood up, shutting the door behind her, slightly jolting Samara.

The girl got up, looking for one last time to the door, waiting to Debbie to come out to apologize to her for having exaggerated, like she always has done, but that time she didn't.
She looked around, noticing that was pretty late, and that it would have been useless enough to try to get Debbie's attention, because it wouldn't have  worked.
Samara took her bag, looking one more time to the door, and to the lights, which had already been turned off for some time.
She went back to her house, and trying to be too quite as possible, she went to her room.
She looked to the clock, that was already pretty late.
She began to undress, when she  heard the sound of something collide with the window.

"What are you doing here at this time??" - the girl questioned, as Noah smiled to her,

Convincing her to let him in.
Samara opened the window, trying to make as little noise as possible.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" - Samara asked the boy, noticing that he had been looking at her for 5 minutes, always with his  usual smile.
The boy in response, rushed towards the girl, took her face and kissed her.
Samara wrapped her legs around Noah's hips and started kissing his neck, as he took off Samara's shirt and made her lie on the bed, continuing to kiss her incessantly, while Samara unbottined Noah's jeans.

"We have to be quiter as possible if we don't want to end up like the other time" - Samara whispered in the boy's ear, who was tooking off her shorts.