Stepping into the light

Rocky Ground

Welcome to the 2nd chapter, I hope you are enjoying it so far. Get ready for a rocky ride.
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I pull back the curtain and gasp as I see Lou's lifeless body on the ground, blood pooling around his head.
" Lou oh no Lou" I yell rushing over , I can't think, I can't breathe, panic over takes me, I quickly pull out my phone and ring 911 to get paramedics as quick as I can.
I race over and unlock the door, leaving it open as I sit on the ground and pull Lou into my arms , I  place a towel  that I had grab  quickly applying pressure to his head trying to stop the bleeding, as I look down his shirt had rides up a bit showing his stomach littered with bruises, Like he had been kicked or punched , I pull out my phone again and ring Jeff.
" Harry" he said, I couldn't talk as my throat gets caught up with tears, I can here Jeff yelling at me, pulling me back to him.
" Harry talk to me , what's going on?" I hear yelling down the phone.
Just then the management of the hotel and the paramedics come barging into the room, taking over Lou as I step out of the way.
I watch over his lifeless body,  his skin is pail, his eyes are closed, his chest is barely moving .
I hear the paramedics yelling out lots of instructions to each other , I turn to a noise at the door and I see Jeff running in, still holding his phone.
I let out a cry  as I see him and crumble to the ground, then I here the paramedics yelling.
"He is crashing, we need to move him right now".
Sobs are shaking my body as I feel Jeff beside me .
" Haz , what the fuck happened?" I hear Him ask.
" Jeff , I can't lose him, I can't live without him, he is my whole world" I sob.
I put My head up to see another two paramedics and  a police officer rushing into the room.
" Mr Styles , what exactly happened?" The police officer asked me , I feel that I am so over come with sorrow that I can't think straight, I can't talk, my whole body feels numb.
I watch as they lift Lou's  lifeless body onto the stretcher and move him  quickly out of the room, I make myself get up , racing after him, I hear Jeff yelling my name but all I can think is Lou, My Lou.
As I rush out I see people all gathered around, there were film crews, people yelling ,light flashing , I try to get through the crowd as I see them place Lou's into the ambulance.
I here over the yelling "  his heart rate is dropping , we are losing him, , lost to much blood"
I feel arms come around my body trying to hold me back , I didn't realise I was standing near the ambulance trying to get in, yelling and screaming out " NO LOU, NO".
" Mr Styles there is no room, we need to go now , they say shutting the doors in my face as I watch the ambulance as it races off, taking Lou away from me.
I feel arms guide me over to the 2nd Ambulance .
" Mr Styles, come with us, we will check you out and take you to the hospital, you have had a real shock"
I feel myself being pulled into the Ambulance bed and hands running over my body.
" Mr Styles, we really need to know what happened"  A police officer asked standing at the doors next to me.
" I need to go to the hospital" I start yelling , " I need to go now"
I hear Jeff as he gets in beside me " Officer I am Jeff,  Harry manager , please follow us to the hospital and Harry will answer all your questions, as you can see he is in no state to talk to anyone".
" Ok we will meet you there" I hear the officer say as he climbs out.
I feel the Ambulance move off as I feel a weird sensation coming over my body as pain starts running along my arm,I hear muffled talking taking place around me as I feel my body getting laid down onto the stretcher , I feel something over my face, as I desperately try to shake it off.
" Mr Styles stop , you are ok, I need you to keep the oxygen mask on, what you are experiencing is a possibility a panic attack , or heart attack, I am giving you something to help you but I need you to stay as calm as you can".
" Harry it's ok , everything is going to be ok , just calm down we will be at the hospital soon" I here Jeff saying.
I close my eye and let the feeling wash over me, my body feels light, floaty , my brain feels all muddled up and my muscles feel weak, all I can think is " Lou , my Lou".
I feel the Ambulance come to stop as the door opens and I feel rushing all around me , over head I see bright lights as I am pushed down the Corridor at a fast pace, I feel Hands touching my body , my shirt being removed , weird noise of machines That I don't understand.
"Words like heart attack , Husband", surgery fill the air.
" Harry , Harry" , I hear someone call.
"We need you to open your eyes, come on we need you to try" .
My eyes feel like lead as I slowly try to open them, my eye lashes gently fluttering.
" That's it , we know you have suffered a great shock , we are here to look after you , can you tell us if you are in any pain?".
I moan as I try to ask " Lou" Is all I managed to get out .
I hear the doctor have a conversation with one of the other people in the room.
" Mr Styles , your Husband is alive , he is having emergency surgery, he lost a lot of blood and he had Internal bleeding from some form of blunt force injury , we are doing everything we can to save him"
I feel sob start to shake my body, as tears stream down my face .
" It's ok Mr Styles , they are doing everything they can to save him, I need you to relax" A gentle voice said near my head.
I hear more talking going on around, but I give into the blackness that has been trying to overtake my body , it's peaceful here I think to myself as I hear shouting all around me.
I feel like I am under water trying to swim to the surface, My body feels heavy like I am weighed down with weights ,  as my lungs hurt trying to fill with air.
I feel a cough leave my lungs and I immediately feel gentle hands on me.
" Harry , Harry , open your eyes sweetheart" I hear my mums voice say.
I am so confused,  why is my mum here?, I feel my mum gently brushing the hair from across my face.
" Harry come on open your eyes " Now I am hearing Gemma's voice , what is happening? , were am I?.
Then like a massive wave crashing over my body I remember everything, I remember finding Lou , I remember holding his lifeless body in my arms, I remember feeling like I had lost him.
I hear alarms going off all around me , making my head ache, I shake my head trying to make the  sound stop.
I feel hands on me again but they aren't my mums , I try to shake them off but My arms are to heavy to move.
" Mr Styles , I need you to calm down, the noise you are hearing is a heart Monitor and your heart is going to fast , we really need you to calm down, I turn my head as I slowly open my eyes, and I can make out another body next to me surrounded by more machines.
As my eyes start to adjust to my surroundings, I can see mum ,Gemma, Jeff , Niall, Liam and some of Lou's family members . I turn to my side again and I can make out that the body next to me is Lou.
" Lou , Lou" I cry out trying to raise my hand to touch him.
I instantly feel my mums warm arms wrapping around me.
" It's ok sweetheart, it's going to be ok, Lou is ok" I turn and look at her eyes seeing the tears overflowing down her checks.
" Mum " I managed to say but my throat is so dry and scratchy " water" I managed to get out .
mum instantly brings a cup with a straw in it to my mouth and I gently suck on it ,feeling instant relief as the cold water makes it's way down my parch throat.
" Thank you" I managed to say.
I turn to look at Lou again and I see Lottie holding his hand, she gives me a weak smile.
" Tell me about Lou?" I ask expecting mum to tell me but  a doctor step forward who was at the back of the room.
" Glad to see you back with us Mr Styles, you gave all quite the scare, Lou suffered extreme blood loss due to internal bleeding and A head wound, he loss a lot of blood which sent his body into Cardio arrest , he under went surgery to fix the Internal bleeding and he had a massive blood transfusion as well, he is stable but in a coma still, his body was put under a lot of shock and we are just waiting for him to wake up".
" How long?" I ask.
" I am sorry Mr Styles , I can't answer that, he will wake when his body has healed in self, and
As for you Mr Style, you gave everyone quite the scare as well , you were so shocked by what you  witnessed you had a slight heart attack, you are ok but we will be monitoring you over the next few days, I am going to leave you now to be with your family" The doctor saids leaving the room.
Mum sits at the side of my bed as everyone else moves in closer.
" Hey Mr rock star,  you sure know how to get our attention" Liam said engulfing me into his arms.
" Harry Styles you are never allowed to do that to us again" Niall said moving in for a hug as well, with tears in his eyes, " I thought we were going to lose you" he said into my ear,  as I feel a tear escape his eye and landing  on my cheek.
Jeff steps forward, " glad to have you back with us mate, the police still want to talk to you".
" How long have I been out?"I asked.
" Three days"  I hear him answer.
"Three day" I say shocked
" Yep" every one said together .
" How are we in a room together?" I ask curious look at Lou.
" Well , when you are one off the biggest rock stars in the world , you can get everything you want, not only are you in a private room, you also have private nurses and a doctor as well" Jeff explains.
" There are also security Guards out the front of the room , 24/7 until we find what the fuck is going on".
There is a knock on the door , as A officer walks in .
" We heard That Mr Styles it's awake, and we need to speak to him?".
" Harry do you feel up to it?"Jeff asked .
" Yeah , let's get this over with".
I turn my head and look at Lou , his body is so still , I feel the starts of tears welling up in my eyes again as I so desperately want to touch him.
My mum can see what I am thinking " sweetheart as soon as you finish talking I will make sure you will be able to be with him, ok".
" Ok Mr Styles tell us in your own words what happen when you came back to the Hotel?".
" We had come back from a meeting with Jeff as we walked in the front door, I had a funny feeling, I couldn't quite pick it , but something felt off, I know now I should have not gone in because obviously someone was in the room, I went into have a quick shower and  Lou was going onto the Veranda for a smoke, I heard a funny noise  as I was getting out , I called out Lou's name but he didn't answer me, and I ran out quick to check on him and I saw " the rest of the words I couldn't get out.
The heart Monitor by my bed starts screaming again, as a nurse quickly rushes in.
" what's going on?" she asks coming straight to my side.
" Sorry sister but we need to interview Mr Styles about what happened the other day" He said
The nurse fiddles with a few switches and the Monitor stops making the noise.
" Can you continue Mr Styles?" the officer asks.
" There is not much more to tell, I came out form the bathroom and found the doors to the veranda open and when I pulled the curtains back I found Lou's body , and I rang 911 straight away, the rest you know".
" Jeff has filled us in on the rest , about the photos you received and at this stage , it looks like someone really wants you for themselves and is trying to remove Lou from the your side" everyone in the room gasp.
" Who would want to do that to Lou?" Lottie asked tears streaming down her face.
" With what information we are working with is seems that  someone didn't take to well to Harry and Lou coming out, we are thinking it is a jealous Ex or a jealous fan".
" Can you think of anyone that could be doing this?".
" I mean Olivia had a high stake  invested in our relationship, she was going to make millions from us being together, and also Kendal constantly tells me whenever she sees me that one day she will make me hers" I state.
" That fucking bitch, I will kill her"  Gemma yells, " I have hated Olivia from the moment I met her, Jeff this is all your fucking fault" She turns and yells in Jeff's face pushing him as she went.
" Come on gem, calm down" Liam said pulling gem away from Jeff.
" Well Mr Styles , we will leave you now , we have a team on this and we will look into those two leads, I will leave you to be with your family , and Jeff I will keep you up to date on any further information" He nods and leaves.
" Mum , I need to touch Lou, I need him" I say as mum presses the button to Call the nurse in.
" Yes , How can I help you Mr Styles?" she asked.
"I want to touch Lou, I need to be next to him".
" Well let me see what I can do about that" she saids with a smile as she starts moving equipment around the room then with the help of the boys she manages to get my bed next to Lou's.
I reach out and touch his hand, it feels cool but I am happy with any contact.
" Lou, I am here and I love you, please come back to me my love" I say in tears , I hold on to his hand , I feel like a ship lost at sea without a compass, or  like a sinking anchor without a rope. I feel totally helpless.
Mum is sitting on my bed stroking my head , " it's ok sweetheart, Lou can feel you, he knows your here and he will wake up soon, when his body has healed".
At this I dissolve again into heart aching sobs, I hear everyone leave the room except Mum and Gem , and Lottie who remain behind holding me in their arms.
" I love you Lou, please come back to me baby, you are my whole life, I can't live without you" I sob  holding onto Lou's hand as I feel exhaustion coming over my body as I slowly fall asleep.
I wake to loud noises going on all around me, I don't know what is happening , the noise is hurting my head, I open my eyes as I see doctors and nurses rushing around Lou.
" Lou, no Lou" I hear myself scream.