Stepping into the light

My home is in your arms

Welcome to chapter 7 Trigger warning, talk of attempted rape, a sad chapter to write
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I awake to feel my body stiff and sore, as I realise I had fallen asleep in a very awkward position, I stretch my body out moaning.
It's been 4 days and every day I have hope that that today will be the day when I see Lou open his beautiful blue eyes and calls me love or Haz again.
I sent everyone home and they all check in every few hours, not much has changed , his fever and infection are now under control , he is breathing on his own, so all we are waiting is for him to wake up.
I raised my head up slowly and stop still, because looking back at me is two very beautiful blue eyes, I ever seen, a slight smile pull at the side of his face.
" Haz" he said his voice is so quite As he hasn't used it in a few days.
" Oh Baby, I am so happy to see you open your eyes, I have missed you so much" I lean over and carefully wrap my arms around him, feeling him back in my arms just feels Like home, this is were  he is meant to be.
I see him wince a bit as I gently pull back, as I look down at Lou, I see the tears welling up in his eyes.
" I knew you would find me, that's what kept  me going" He saids.
" I am so sorry baby, I should have never left you out there alone, it's all my fault, everything that happen is all my fault, I can never forgive myself for what happen to you Lou, never, I don't blame you if you never want to see me again , you have been through so much" I say covering my face with my hands and breaking into tears.
" Love , I am ok, it's not your fault, you didn't know that was going to happen, you can't predict something like that happening, we thought we were safe with all the security around us".
" Baby I nearly lost you not once but twice ,it was so hard watching you suffer and fighting for your life" I say through my tears .
Lou brings his thumb up to wipe the tears from under my eyes.
" Love I am Here , no one or nothing can ever come between us, it's you and me Haz forever"
We are Interrupted by a nurse coming into the room.
" Well look who is awake, so nice to see you Mr Styles" she  said walking over and checking Lou's chart.
"How  long has he been awake?" she asks.
" A little awhile, we just needed some time together alone".
" I totally understand" the nurse said with a smile.
" The doctor will be in shortly " she said as she leaves the room.
" Haz, help me sit up please".
" Sure baby".
I gently lift Lou up and put a few pillows behind his back.
" Is that better" I say leaning down and placing a kiss onto his lips.
" God I have missed you" I say into the kiss, I hear a moan escape his mouth, Lou's moves one of his arms up around my neck , twirl his fingers into my hair, and it feels so good.
We are interrupting by a subtle cough as we both lift ours heads together.
" I see someone is finally awake and by the looks of it, it feeling very well".
We both chuckle at this this, as I sit back down in the chair by the bed, holding Lou's hand in mine.
" We need to run a few test and we we will see when you we can get your out of here, but you will still need to be in here for at least a few more days".
" Mr Styles we are going to take your husband now to have a CT Scan , and we will return him soon.
I kiss Lou lips " see you soon baby" I say.
While Lou is having his test I decided to do a group chat, I dial up everyone's number and my screen is cover in faces .
" Sweetheart is everything ok?"I hear my mum ask.
" Lou is awake" I say with the biggest smile on my face.
" Oh sweetheart, that's wonderful news".
I hear lots of cheers and yells out as everyone learns the news.
" They have just taken him to run a few test, so when he comes back I will call you all again".
We talk for a few more minutes then I hang up , decided to ring detective Riley, to see if any else has come about.
"Detective Riley" I hear him answer.
" Its Harry styles , just ringing to let you know that Louis is awake and well".
" Great to here Mr Styles, I will come down and question him about his ordeal tomorrow, I will let you have a day".
" Thank you anything new to report?" I ask.
"We are working hard Mr Styles to find who is behind all this , all we know so far is it's a woman, from what we can gather she possibly wore a disguise, so it's hard to get a proper description, we have ruled out Olivia but we have been unable to find Miss Jenna, I will let you know of any new developments and  I will personally come and interview Louis tomorrow".
We talk for a few more minutes before we hang up, I pace the room anxiously not liking the feeling of not having Lou close by my side, my  mind is racing , wondering if Kendal is behind this all, For years she has been trying to start a relationship with me, but obviously I am gay  and I am with Lou , so It was never going to happen.
The door opens and I see Lou getting wheeled back in , his eyes are closed and his face looks peaceful.
" He will probably sleep for a bit, he is really tired, his body needs sleep to recover" the nurse informs me.
I sit down and pull the chair as close as I possibly can, laying my head down beside him on the mattress, I feel my eyes grow heavy with exhaustion as I let it wash over my body.
I wake to the feeling of Lou's hand running through my hair, oh how I have always loved this , from the beginning when we were first in boot camp, he has always been obsessed with my hair and him running his hands through it at any opportunity he can find, I lay there soaking in the splendid bliss.
" I know you are awake love" I hear as I lift my head meeting Lou's eyes .
" I was enjoying the moment".
" You look exhausted love, come join me" he said shuffling over in the bed, I climb in and pull Lou into my arms, feeling contentment, before we both realise we are asleep .
Its the next day and we are waiting for Detective Riley to arrive, I can tell Lou is very anxious as he is twisting the sheet into knots between his fingers.
" It's ok baby, all you have to do is tell them what happened".
" I don't want to talk about it, I want to forget it ever happened".
" I know but we have to find out who is behind all this and to do that you have to retell what happened, I will be right here baby holding your hand".
A knock of the door breaks our moment as Detective Riley walks in.
" Good morning gentlemen, Louis I am glad to see you are feeling better, you sure look a lot better then when we found you, as you know I am here to get your statement, so just in your own words when you are ready tell me what happened when your husband went inside".
I feel Harry's hand tighten around mine as I take a deep breath in.
" I was laying on the rug enjoying watching the sunset and waiting for Harry to come back , I heard a rustling noise behind me thinking it was Harry , but when I turned I saw nothing.
I heard it a second time but didn't look, I felt a hand go over my mouth and I was being dragged backwards towards the fence, I tried to scream and fight but they were to strong, I tried so hard Haz I really did" Lou is  looking at me with tears streaming down his face.
" I know you did baby, you did everything you could, it's ok,  do you feel ok to go on" Lou nod his head and starts talking again.
" I smelt something funny as a cloth was places over my mouth, When I woke up I was in a dark room  chained to a poll, laying on a mattress.
Flash back trigger warning!!! Louis prov
" Well look who is awake ,if it isn't the golden boy, you sure are beautiful" I heard a voice say from the dark, as a man walked over towards me.
"What do you want from me?".
" Well gorgeous , I know what I want from you now, I didn't realise what a beauty you were , look at that fine ass of yours , I am so going to enjoy that"  he said as he  came closer to me running a greasy hand over my body.
" Get your hands off me" I screamed.
" What's going on in here" I hear another voice say as a  figure enters the room.
" I was  just telling Louis here how I was going to enjoy his perfect ass" .
" That is not a part of the plan mate" .
" Well if I had realised how gorgeous he was I would have made it a part of the plan" I hear laughter around me as I try to fold my body up close but it's hard to with the chain around my waist, I can't believe this nightmare I am living, I can see Harry's face when he comes back and finds me missing, the tears start to spill down my checks.
" Look the golden boy is crying, how about we give him something to cry about".
I feel a sharp kick in my side which leaves me with excruciating pain, then another kick and another, I scream as the paid seeps through my body as I feel the blackness over coming my mind.
When I wake again, I am on my own , every part of my body is in agony, I am freezing cold and struggling to breath.
I try to fill my mind with visions of Harry , the love that we share and I know in my heart he is doing everything he can to find me.
The coldness is making my body shake  as I look down I see my body is covered in purple bruises all across my side and stomach, the pain when I try to breath is agonising.
I hear the door open and the light filters in from the hall hitting my eyes,  it's blinding as I squint .
" Well sleeping beauty is awake" I hear as I feel  figures around me in the room.
" I say we have a bit of fun, don't you, I can't wait to hear him screaming as I pound into him".
I feel hands on my body,  as I scream and kick out as hard as I can, this is not happening there is no way I am  going to let this disgusting creature touch me, I fight with everything that I have left in my body.
"  Well  you are a feisty little guy, aren't you, it just makes it more fun, I am going to reck you so badly".
" Hold him down " , I hear as hands come around my body , I feel my skirt ripped opened and my pants being pull down, All I can do is scream and scream.
" Shut him the fuck up" I hear someone say, I feel a hand over my mouth which I bite down on hard , I feel a punch to my face and the pain is blinding.
" He fucking bite me" I hear someone yell.
"  Oh he is going to pay for that"  my face is struck again
I feel hands groping my body, in sheer terror I realise this is really going to happen, I sob and scream when suddenly there is loud banging and yelling from above, I am quickly released and I get a kick to the face as the two man in the room yell and scream at each other and I see them run. I can hear noise all around me as I slowly start to float away from the pain.
I feel more hands touch my body but I am to tired to fight this time, but then I hear Harry's voice
" Lou baby,  open your eyes, come on you can do it " It feels like Harry is talking to me through a tunnel .
" that's it fight baby , I need you to open your eyes and fight"
" Haz" I managed to get out
" Yes baby , I am here"
" I knew you would fine me" suddenly my body is convulsing with coughs.
As I open my eyes I am back in the hospital, Harry is beside with tears streaming down his face .
" Then I woke up in the hospital, and the rest you know, you saved me from them, if you hadn't found me when you did they would have raped me".
" Thankyou Louis , I know how difficult that was for you to tell, I will now be able to lay more charges as well as kidnap,  aggressive bodily harm and attempted rape , there's guys are going away for a long time"
" I will leave you both now, I will be in touch Mr Styles" He saids as he turns and heads out the door.
" Lou , I will be right back" I say as I race after Detective Riley, I grab his arm to make him turn around.
" I want to fucking kill that son of a bitch, how dare he touch my boy , I want to fucking murder him, just let me be alone with him for a few minutes, I will make him wish he never touch him" my body is full of rage.
" Mr styles go back to your boy, and I will take care of the other".
As I walk back into the room , I see Lou sobbing uncontrollably on the bed , I rush over  to him  pulling him into my arms .
" Baby it's ok , I am here".
" I know you don't want me anymore, that I am damaged"
" no baby , never , I am so angry you had to go through that baby, I wish I could take it all away, I wish  we had got to you  Sooner so you didn't have go through that" .
I hold Lou for what seems like hours as he sobs himself to sleep, I lay him gently on the mattress and move to the door way, it is so hard to keep my angry under control as I heard Lou's sobs, I bend over taking in some deep breaths , I can see the officers down the hall way monitoring everyone moving around, And my eyes meet Jeff  as he is walking towards me.
" Are you ok Haz" He ask when he is close.
" They tried to rape him Jeff, if we hadn't turn up when we did , they would have rape him" my body is shaking Violently but not from tears but from pure rage.
Jeff goes to touch me and I hit his arm away.
" Don't fucking touch me , just don't , I need a minute will you sit with Lou for me".
" Yeah sure , what ever you need , I will stay with Lou".
I  start of walking quickly but I feel myself take off at a run and  race down the corridor , down stairs and out into the sunlight .