Heartly Unforgettable

Friend-zoned

        Days have passed and I started sending group messages with the number twenty four and the acronym HIMY (Heart I Miss You). Everybody was reacting and asking if we were already in a relationship. I laughed and I said that it was a secret. Then my classmates noticed that I was blooming and they were intrigued with what was happening. I told my group and some of my friends and I even wrote it in a notebook. I didn’t know what I was feeling but I know that this was love.

         Weeks have passed, he texted and asked if we can meet up. I said yes and asked him if we can meet up at my school and he said that he’ll try to go. But he wasn’t able to come instead Louie came and he was the one who told me what Joseph was doing. Louie told me that Joseph was irritated on the way I have been acting. I asked Louie on what Joseph means. He said that I am the one who has the feeling that we are in a relationship but actually we are not. I was still puzzled with the things that Louie said but then I understood on why Joseph wants to talk to me because on the things that I have been doing.

        So I stopped texting him with the number and the acronym in the past few weeks. Then suddenly I received a text from him and there it indicated the acronym HIMY. He misses me. So sweet! So I texted him back and we got to talk but we just talked like normal people. I knew that something was going on but I didn’t want to jump into my conclusions so I will just go with the flow. But I really missed him so sometimes if I have time I visited his school and I looked for him but he wasn’t there. All I can see was Darwin, Jeremy and some of Joseph’s friends. They entertained me and even brought me home. But still my goal was to talk to Joseph.

            There came a day that when I visited the school, he was there and he ignored me. I waited and waited until we got the time to talk. I asked how he was and he said he was okay. But then he said he wanted to make things clear and I was nervous that time. He said “This relationship won’t work. We should be friends.” Those words broke my heart and I asked why and he added “Can’t you see? Distance from your school to my school and distance from your house to my house? It was hard to keep that kind of relationship!” I was confused at that time and he said that we’re still kids and we should be studying first.

        After that he said that there are tons of guys out there but I didn’t want to say anything because I want him. But I realized that he really wants to be friends so I accepted it and after that we made things clear that we should stay as friends. After that, Jeremy was the one who comforted me and kept me company.