Heartly Unforgettable

A birthday/love letter

Then I remembered that his birthday was coming up on the twenty second so I wanted to make things clear with him and I really wanted to make my first birthday gift to him really special. At first, I really thought of things to give him for his birthday but all I can do for now was a letter. A birthday and love letter. I know that the boy should be doing this but I cannot help it. I need to let my feelings out.

        The first draft that I made was one page only. But I know in myself that I can do better than that. So after my first draft I was able to make six pages back to back with the first draft. It was written in a notebook so I was able to make six pages. After that I edited it and I was able to write it on a paper and put it in an envelope. I gave it to Hannah, my service mate, who knows a friend of Joseph who can give it to him. So I told her to text me when she was able to give it to her friend. Her friend was able to give it to him but still I was nervous about his reaction if it was a positive or negative effect to our friendship.

        So I texted Jeremy, his bestfriend, to tell me what was Joseph’s reaction about the letter. He said that he wasn’t opening the letter yet. So I told Jeremy to text me as much as possible as Joseph read the letter. So for me to relax my mind and review for my exams for the next day I just read my notes again and again. My mind was still about Joseph’s reaction and I noticed that Jeremy wasn’t texting me anymore.

        I think that Joseph’s reaction wasn’t what I expected. So I guess that was the time that I realized that I am up to infatuation only. That’s life! I cannot have it all! So I just studied until I got sleepy.