I am totally head over heels for a guy, but the problem is he's 18 and I'm only 12
He told me that he likes me and he would date me but I'm to young and I understand that.
Maybe when your closer to 17, that's what he told me but you think I want to wait 4-6 years!?
No I don't but if that's what I have to do then I will do it, I fell and I need him to pick me up.
My best friend is amazing shes always there for me even with what she's going through
Her dads deployed, I'm moving, she is a tough little cookie and she is the best.
I haven't seen my mom for around a month and I'm happy to be able to see her soon
Her job was transferred to a different town so she had to move there
She was cheating on my step-dad and now some guy lives with her
If he even tries to talk to me while I'm there I will flip, because of him my family was torn apart.
I'm schizophrenic and I have cutting problems but I try my hardest to stop cutting for my family.
It's all really hard but somehow I manage to keep my head up.
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Life For Me Is Harder Than You Think
RastgeleThis is almost a diary for me... I will talk about good and bad, and if you've met me I seem like a girl who has an amazing life. If you know me then you know how hard life is for me and things I struggle with.
