LOUIS' P.O.V
"Where's Liam and Niall? Why are you still here?", I ask curiously. Knowing Harry should have left last night with Liam and Niall.
"I figured that you could do with the company", Harry replies casually.
"Thank you but I think you should leave now. Have breakfast and go", I stated firmly.
He doesn't need to be here any more.
"I left you one time. I ain't leaving a second time. You need someone, even if you think you don't, you do. Losing a friend and a band member in a day is hard but losing someone who helped you through your banding years is harder. You have it worse and I am willing to be here for you", Harry continues as if he knows what i want and need.
I can't fool anyone now. Soon everyone will know about my anxiety disorder and everyone will know about Zayn leaving the band. I don't know if can handle the extra stress and pressure but the fans deserve to know what's happening. They have been here for us not knowing what our future's held for us and them.
"I appreciate it a lot Harold. It honestly does mean a lot but I don't deserve it. You didn't leave me back in the day, I left you because I was scared. I honestly don't know what I have done to deserve such a kind hearted friend. How are we suppose to tell the fans about Z leaving? Like is modest taking care of it or do we have to?", I ask knowing the answer to my question.
"We have to take care of it but not until 11am today. Liam sent me a text earlier stating that we have to talk to Zayn before 11am and see what he has to say about leaving then we have to send it to the fans via facebook which sucks but I guess we can tweet about it in a few days", was his reply.
I knew it. Our management sucks. We have to do everything ourselves. A PR stunt goes wrong, PR doesn't get the blame, we do. A band member leaves and they can't even arrange an interview for Zayn to explain himself, everyone else in the band have to ask him what he wants to be in the statement. Facebook is the worst. Half of our fans don't have a facebook account and the other half don't use facebook to communicate with us, they use twitter and tumblr. but we still have to share this statement through facebook. Same ol' management, just a different day.
"Oh well that sucks. It's always left to us. I can't wait to get out of this management. They're a bunch of homophobic, lazy arse bastards who only have eyes for money, our well being and our reputation means nothing to them", I reply honestly because it's true.
"Liam said he will do it for us so you don't have to stress about. Look on the bright side we only have to release another album then we are doing the tour with another company", was the reply I received and it turned out to be the reply I wanted to hear.
"Lets not waste time. Lets go write some potential album worthy songs", I reply as I stand up out of my bed and walk over to my desk at the other end of my bedroom.
I open up my music note pad and start planning. Some say the best way to succeed is to plan, so that's what I do every time I have a song idea. I brain storm, I write down which personal experience I should write about. I chose unrequited love. When the song was complete 2 hours later, I went back over and changed all the 'he's' to 'she's' to please our management.
I read it over to see if I could figure out the best melody and tempo for the song and Niall can write the music because that's his favourite part of making a new album. After I went over the song a few times I went down stairs to eat lunch with Harry who informed me that he has wrote two songs about love and that he has already sent them to Niall via email to put music to it, which makes me not want to share my song, in case it isn't good enough compared to Harry's.
"I wrote a song about love too but it isn't a good one so I'm not going to share it with anyone, I'm going to keep it secret but I have previously written songs I am going to send him later to add music too. It's hard making music with Zayn. How are we supposed to know who sings which part better? Whose going to sing the high notes? Whose going to hit the high notes without any breathing troubles?", I reply.
"You can sing his high notes, Liam can sing his high notes, Niall can too. We can do this without Zayn. We can chose solo's, 8 ears are better than two. Don't worry about it until we are in a studio recording and planing solo's", Harry comforts me.
"I guess you are right. What about the tour? It starts again next week", I ask Knowing we have to decided who sings Zayn's solos for each song.
"Liam, Niall and I have already decided that we all should sing 3 of his solo's each and at least one of his high notes each. Don't worry though we are going to practice tomorrow", Harry states.
"As long as I don't get his 'you&I' hight note. I don't mind which I get", I say honestly knowing that every time I am on stage and Zayn sings his high note I try to sing along without my microphone up close so no one can hear me, and I always lose breath or fail miserably at keeping the note flowing.
"Don't worry. You won't get anything you don't feel comfortable singing", Harry assures me before he leaves to go to the local bakery to get some fresh bread for sandwiches.
HARRY'S P.O.V
I come back from the bakery to find Louis writing songs in his song journal. I ask him the name of the song and he replies with 'haven't decided yet'. It must have been a really short song as he finishes within a few minutes of me entering the house. I didn't even have time to make sandwiches and his book is closed.
LOUIS' P.O.V
Harry left to buy bread so I decided this is the perfect time to write a letter. This time it isn't for Harry. It's for Zayn.
